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Fungual scalp infection

Reason I'm pretty sure this is the case is the first dermatologist I went to diagnosed subrehic deatitus and rxed anti fungal shampoo.

Moto e6

 $79 buys quite a bit of phone despite the message on the back noting that the phone is only compatible with verizions prepaid service it activated just fine sticking a post paid sim in.

All the Control None of the accountability

 I've said this to my parents in the past and forgotten about it "you force decisions but I take the blame for the outcome " More recently I learned it's a common trait with  narcissistic personality disorder to seek positions of power over others It's also pretty common that they will not admit the smallest mistake different position of power over you as I've experienced May punish you for their mistakes. The only time I've seen the concept of a position of power discussed has been feminist propaganda (it needs to be called for what it is). It's a very real concept but introducing or normalizing it only in that context warps it. We have some sick people in this world and we tend to let them not just rule but normalize their sick behaviors. Admit it or not most are followers. That's fine. The issue is when the followers are programed to hurt each other and the definition of normal and delusional are being played with in a way to spell out stay in l

No Phone

 gonna lose my mind. phone screen broke a few days ago. now it wont even make calls from the car via Bluetooth.  laptop battery is long shot.  Im alone with fungus gnats mold and Clyde in the freezer.

No Im Your Forced Dr and I say whats real. ( how crazy that is and why)

 Evidence be dammned, did you know I went to med school? I dont need evidence to prove you arnt being poisioned by zebras. I dont care what the fungi zebra expert has to say this badge say MD. I decide whats real and it doesnt matter that the symptoms arnt pressent and stoped when you left the environment. Now that ive asserted you have mental horses, here's a supisotry made for them to work on your brain.  How dare you claim im projecting? if i say so you dont know what that word means and apeal to authority isnt a logical falacy. we dont need logic where im sending you. 

Minnesota Caste System (Roasting Maple Grove Police)

 Where dependent on your class police are there to slowly execute you draining your time and money inbetween. i think its a bit sicker than that. it might be intentional it might be happenstance  but only the elites children are likely to maintain. of course not everyone parents are like mine so maybe socioeconomic mobility is better than i assume.


Felony level crimes are being comited to keep me spun around 6 way to sunday and starving while posioning me. regardless of the amount paul and marlene want to claim they have given today tomorrow last year or a month from now I am or at least was worth a hundred a year. I dont mean for doing nothing or from them.  The problem is they carry out crimes that destroy my credibility after the work is nearly complete. They do so having accepted to demanded enough labor that ive been paid for professionally since 2004 if not earlier (but regularly since 2004) that at fair market rate they may owe me. I dont want to go there other than to point out some of marlenes income was also aided by 7th grade me converting her Neonatal Nursing overhead slides to interactive power points she could treach with and college students could use as study aids.  I dont want to be on this topic other than to say members of maple grove pd after realizing they may have acted in error and while still allowing marl


 the nudges on my leg by either large eared 4 legged hop preferring friends reminding me to take a break. the purring of a cat named after the heavens.  any benefit from having ever earned.  anything on the walls except white.  my strength my physical appearance my self esteem my confidence.  my health any faith in this state and or nation.  the computer i need to put a portfolio together with a resume, the computer with a legal license of adobe master collection cs 4 and other pay suits like not garbage drive cloning programs. aka the ability to earn with tools I worked to pay for.  all the pictures since my first digital camera in 2002 are at risk. any comfort, security or feeling of privacy.  any ability to complete what i started 5 years ago or move on my ability to focus my eyes close up.   Rorey wanna go eye for eye? cash me outside! you can beat on someone you made sure was starved and poisoned for 3 years and counting. Or catch me/ think of me when turning on your ignition.  yo

Odd Jobs dont cut it

 Police in maple grove continues to enable bio terrorism and theft to the point of starvation.  I did an odd job to eat yesterday and though its abundendtly clear to me lets spell it out, spending 20 on the parts to finish, plus the gas required and no ability to store food or cook food from ingredients due to police not allowing reports while someone baicly human traffics me... 120 I gone and I cant get back to finish the job. 

minnesota lacks ethics and endangers

 abuse is the modern scarlet letter. the title abuser can be applied by a civil court branch known as family. before and after the actual abusers may have police help in human trafficking, stealing till you starve, abusing physically and police may as they did in my case join in on the psychological abuse.  police aren't hold to much if any of what they do without a protest turned to several riots. this is unfortunately more likely to harm black people. but its beyond crazy to make something that does harm regardless of race into a racial issue. 

Minnesota Food for the Poor.

 Minnesota has launched a new pork rib delivery service, just dial 911.  for expedited delivery tell them you are a female with an ofp being violated by a male. there's likely federal funds transferred to the state, county or city for the related arrest. This should mean your full rack of porkin privateer shows up quicker.  you might need to do some processing of the meal and it will arrive raw.  while a bold move on the states part supplies are said to be limited. so limited in fact a town like Maple Grove Minnesota with a population of 71807 only has 55 full racks to go round. If your police created hunger isn't yet threatening your life consider maple groves non emergency delivery service @ 763-494-6100 i have a feeling this is so bold peta will actually encourage it as the only ethical meat. The people of Jewish faith may take issues with the blatent discrimination though.  the non emergency number is included to aid in any query for maple grove police producing this page :

Freedom in 3rd World Minnesota

  it gets to negative 30 deg f but rest assured after someone has signed your name and emptied your bank account police will do nothing.  in Minnesota you are free to walk away on foot in -30f with nothing. 

Minnesota Police and Courts Terminate family lines.

 if you are looking for a state that will allow you to on hearsay commit felony thefts while enabling your physical abuse attempted murder and repetitive theft to render your adult offspring hopeless while labeling them abuser. Minnesota Courts and Maple Grove Police are here to help'

Definition of Abuser in Minnesota

 also how to lose your rights in mn would have been an appropriate title.  if you are considering moving to Minnesota don't forget, we define abuser not based on evidence or in courts with standards thereof.  The Minnesta Definition of abuser is applied by a civil court branch called family court. which is important because police will tell you everything is civil not their issue but once you are labeled enforcing the civil order will have them horny like a cow behind sargent hanson of maple groves finest murder and molester protectors.  Abuser: whoever partitions court first regardless of if they chained the victim to prevent them from reaching civil court. see mn ofp law. 

Minnesota Police Departments and Courts

 Helpful at enabling child molesters to endanger the lives of their former victims via assault, poisoning, felony level thefts and ruined background checks and right stripping without due process.  if you belive in owning your children through adulthood a vote for mn family courts and funding police departments enables that human property you crave.  after all what fun would it ber if you cant try to kill your adult offspring for your mistakes. how much of a big man or woman are you if you cant take the thing you touched and torcher them till death? mn courts and especially maple grove police take hearsay as verbatim and are here to help.  another fungus gnatt just buzzed my face. i guess its not really mine as paul says he owns me.  if police and courts fuck you up repeatedly and you still live you can look forward to courts and police ordering more control of your life in the form of psych services.  a vote for maple grove police is a vote for child molesters empowered. police in mn

Phone Screen Broke

 nothing better than being totaly cut off from everything and unable to back up or send in the phone despite owning a lot of hardware to even do it myelf police in Minnesota and specifically a town called maple grove Minnesota will act on hearsay of parents and on finding out it might have been a lie and or left them liable while endangering the life and property of another... well whats a good guy gov do? not this.  if you want to add to the pile of evidence this is insane. this phone is on their account. i really wanna see it televised when police in mn harrased trafficking victims for why are you dependant. afaik paul is paying for insurance on this phone.  paul said it was my phone though maple grove police will tell you its not your call if someone hit you or not and cenor report to the point everything is civil except the year and a half forced labor death of two pstd therapy animals 6 day stranded OFP ...

Parents try to kill adult son over mistwkes

But it where is there a willing to settle for disfiguring and or disabling as well destroying might be inapplicable understatement They commit crimes to endanger my life, life span makes sure I have no ability to live up to commitments when all evidence indicates I had . They tell me they've never seen me do things that if honest their coworkers could confirm I did 10 years ago and that was bi far the minority of my it support clients  I thought myself concepts of EE then uv lithography made working circuit boards intended for my own products some as services and contracted by others  But predatory Minnesota government and police.  Espicilly in maple grove mn. Help ensure I die after literally being told I'm owned , assaulted pretty mulch abducted while I couldn't leave their house yet  when I said fuck you to my mom I was all the sudden to be her vent about her sex life while they both stole my keys even on my birthday when friends from st cloud had invited me to their new

Maple Grove Police endanger life and property cost the lives of animals

 Potentially to manufacture a restraining order. It just dawned on me that they have every reason to act that way if there happens to be Federal payments violence against women act grants more than arresting me after the restraining order. I'm not saying I know this for certain but the more I looked the more I'm finding that Minnesota courts especially the family ones have some potentially Dirty Laundry lurking on the internet. I couldn't believe when incentive exist the best of people might consider taking it. Life is usually Between Shades of Gray. When in a position of power such as police officer whatever the cause of this I need a better I still do my life is at risk everything I have ever worked for is being destroyed while I'm kept in Terror with my pet rabbit in the freezer

Bonnie and Clyde's Favorite toy

 I can't even have something of theirs to hold. what I have is pstd from their deaths and Clyde in the freezer while Paul pretended to have lost Bonnies ashes and Marlene Wuethrich Cnp children's renacted it 5 days before filing for ofp Bonnies ashes were addressed to me usps.  she's still technically held mail opened and threatened.  they abused both and me. they made my time spent not with them worthless and continue to they prevent feeling anything but basic needs by persisting crime  i love you Bonnie  I love you Clyde 

npd parents not mentioned

 not sure how common this is. I haven't seen it mentioned to this extent. they try to make sure I have absolutely nothing.  they do so for their mistakes with their house that already made me sick  while doing so they are harming my ability to stay current or even process the loss of pets I cared for, my friends my pets my pstd companions. They literally hold Bonnie's ashes hostage will making sure I don't have even a flat surface to fucking write on. But while doing so they do stick things like tell me they don't know that I ever did anything they have never seen me work even though I've worked for people that I found on my own I've also worked for their coworkers doing I T support doing web design. I've worked for North Dakota State University and what they are doing is incredibly dangerous and harmful. In the legal context they have demanded I pay them back for stuff I already paid for the first time they hold it hostage they threaten it to use the legal

maple Grove police help parents rob assult and poision

 key concepts here are  the police acting as a gateway to the court with modern standards of justistice is against what we are taught is justice. police acting with personal or departmental discrimination based on age and family relation and seemingly only in one direction is against the mn human rights act and against maple Grove polices mission statement. if some citizens can violate seemingly any law repeatedly against another while police won't even allow or censor reports and also take actions against one party its hard to sat that with the discrimination above its not equating to a second class citizen  with no clear explicit definition of when it ends or what needs to be reached one can not know ahead of time or during how to escape it when you add the reality that parent vs adult offspring there will likely always be an income disparity. worse is if laws like promise with no intent to fulfill arnt considered like in my case an agreement that leaves my credit maxed and credi

maple Grove police bio terror

oxford  nutrition and infection meanwhile mgpd won't allow fellony level theft confessions and I have none of the kitchen stuff I acquired over about 10 years to make a meal.

almost a black out

 the real issue here is when laws like theft and signing another adults name are not enforced adult offspring violated by parent the reality is getting away may not be possible 

Divide Distract Disillusion and Conqure

  in the name of equality what we actually do is create unlevel competing fractions when there should be a united populous. it's all a play to emotion as well.

why police or more police are not the answer to order and justice

 problem with police not justice creating order is if we are equal as humans here what happens when one wrongs another a percent of people just take it,    % of this ends up dead or on the street  a percent beat the person who did it.     % a percent of that end up dead a percent shoot up public somewhat variable with how it's reported but most of the time any of those outcomes lead to a knee-jerk of more cops needed. when cops answer to few to none with little oversight or accountability it's beyond easy to create the wrongs that drive those outcomes I belive if you look into works by trist and emery what I say isn't just my idea and has been researched. 

starving for another Xmas

 after 3 years malnourished stressed to the max physically asullted and the death of 3 pets I loved as much as any if not more than most human friends I've had. police refuse to allow reports or censor the contents  knowing there's such thing as civil commitment makes that even more terrifying.  police have assisted in helping a coulple that happen to be my parents steal close to an officers yearly pay and continue to destroy it while poisoning stalking and terrorizing me.  while several times over having emptied out a vehicle and with the reality of credit destroyed and civil court abuser label (parents made sure I couldn't attend) this is all sick but I recognize the reality I'm about to be homeless, police records even if requestable by me later should at least work to store accounts of potential crimes and decide investigation is warented or not instead I've found the hard headed to gistop official answer is police may refuse a report believing no crime commited

a government that bites your hand

 something less radical than revolts and or the reason for the 2nd amendment would be that the enforcement branch of government should be governed. instead we get police playing executioner or reverse robbinhood ignoring how they endanger lives let alone when they directly take them. gaap doesn't allow independent audit free systems and we've long understood a conflict of interest is the scenario if a org handles its own complaints

merry police state and a happy suicide

 another Xmas hungry with Clyde in the freezer in several week warn clothes   no working vacuum or air filter  not a dish in cupboard.  no drivers side window.  no TV, no furniture  mold from parents possible sclap and sinus infection. it was fine at hotels. it was the 9mo forced labor that did me and this apt in. false promises to make sure I didn't replace basics after force red relocation not a moral or ethical fiber with In police department though some officers may be the exception.  I start the car with the garage closed these days. 

claims of domestic abuse create abuse

 also it seems at a time when guided age wealth still has it and we are being reminded every day of the plannet... spend money on things nessicary for life and police may seperate u from them and allow them destroyed let alone luxury or comfort items. this creates disposable lives at a time when every day we learn more about how diet influences what we die of and the planet is inparel worse yet, what did you work for when it could be taken at any moment with police standing between you and it? then disallowing subsiqe t the reports while you are being stalked burgled forced labor poisioned asulted and terrorizesd . but hey here's family court to hearsay label u the abuser

psychopath says...


Criminals and Deadly Police

  Not all of Maple Grove Police deserve this. Overall the department is like elementary school bully except guns and badges. 

Spoting Emotional Child Abuse mn is kinda nasty wirh it's polocies. I'd go down right predatory to slave labor and rights enfringing. though it's the gov so esp when people end up empathy fried predatory is as gov that I should call other wise does.

competition control and culling in a 2 class technological disaster

preq: there are 1 and 10 percenters that form elite. then there's everyone else but we split this to make ourselves feel better and or provide the illusion of a latter to exit a pit normalizing npd creates a pesent who sees what should be the continuation of their family line in sucess of offspring as a threat to their sense of self. it's a delusional (fuck you apa) game that if they do better I do worse that applies to colleges friends and children. it is the devolved short buss tasty glass outcome of decapitation the Jonses..  the APA has an exception in the definition of delusion. the exception is if a culture believes it nothing about truth matters it's not a delusion. which is really 2 ambiguariteiss as the locality of what makes a culture isn't defined either. aka maple Grove has one? how about Minnesota (you betca) the United States?

npd and parents video

 a friend sent me this. the two faced nature ie very true but also easy to mistake for someone expressing uncertainty or normal behavior. I think looking for it in others you have to also consider if action match words and when they don't was the outcome potentialy or actually harmful wasteful boundary violating etc. if venting what was the tone and is it a possible miss understanding or does it seem harming is the motive?  also for those unaware narcissism is a continuum they claim some is healthy and there's levels up to full personality disorder. I don't doubt this but in more than I can cover starving on filthy matress with Clyde in freezer at some point I think thst deserves more expansion.  adding that here because I didn't hear them differentiate so far. npd was defined in like 1960s but extream narcissists or the narcissist was first described by Sigmund Freud around the turn of 1900. Otherwise a lot of what I've heard so far listening to this very good at d

in Minnesota Rights are for the upper middle class and above and emancipation is not objectively defined while fedral law isn't much considered

 they get police assistance in forcing labor that leaves me looking like this  pick a place that with mold growing up back wall to do it in

ugh trump

 and whoa is me(dia)  I don't like trump, I don't really hate him either.  I joked I was going to write in V. Putin during the race against Hillary then didn't vote. mostly because I'm not a fan of either. it was like Southpark during Kerry vs bush. shit sandwich vs douchebag. I forget which was which but that was also kinda the point. except I liked Kerry and I wasn't yet old enough to vote in that one.  Obama 2x for the record. not to get political but what the fuck is a snow machine.. er oatmeal? this last one I didn't vote either. because someone commiting fellony level thefts claims to own me and the rest of the details for why that sucks to may be lethal are here already. 

Paul the predofile

 why is he a made up word? likely the same reason the head of the mn police union has been called a doo doo head. aka likely concerns over defamation. Hawkeye Pierce aka Alan Alda once said "you can't sue someone for definition of character" but times tend to change and in Minnesota police who outright execute citizens rarely face prosecution so the kindergarten label of the head of that union might be such for fear of more than a civil suit.  Paul did fancy the joke that once upon a child was the slogan for someone he handled the arbitration of while working as a public school bus driver and the Union Stuart between isd281 and seiu local 284 in my experiance that might have been a brag police refuse to allow on record confessions of recurrent fellony level thefts or that Paul and Marlene use falsified police reports as weapons.  meanwhile I'm blowing this out  this spread to my apt  from 9 mo forced labor on this