A blog about the horror inflicted by parents with cluster b disorders. NPD,BPD,ASPD and society and the lack of recognition to reflection of textbook cluster B by MN Law and Enforcement.
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just friendly reminder I pretty much have a cell phone for entry in transcribe most of this. that or I can type on the floor on a server not set up to be a desktop environment or lay on the bed and the laptop has no battery and the loose power cable so I usually end up looking at a blank screen when I move. I was building circuit boards of my own design using tools I made to do UV lithography and a cupric chloride etch, doing it work doing repairs itn's small electronics. Crimes are being committed to make sure I don't even have a working vacuum cleaner after 9 months of dealing with their mold I do have my rabbit friend in freezer and my other rabbit friend they have her ashes. Proofreading isn't the huge priority at the moment though I do understand this is kind of pointless if it doesn't attempt to convey the message in a legible comprehensible Manor
I am somewhat apolitical for maybe the last decade. I couldn't really get behind either in the last election... vote or die now comes to mind as this comes from nose
so I read the info on the fbi website and figured it might be worth trying to give them a call
if I hit save or can recover it I may post the audio. i had low hopes from the start but really wasn't anticipating the end.
after deciding one provable account of check fraud wasn't worth their time.
"dude what were u doing at your parents at 30" a breif pause while I tried to asses if she missed the part about bleeding and finding the source was from the parents house I moved back into..
but in that pause she then went to "sir I'm disconnecting the call now"
😂😂😂😂😂🤔🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮
ack.. blogger app vs hitting it through chrome on Android... centered text is blogger app
on the hotline I picked Id theft.. the night mgpd activated the ofps may 22nd 2020 they didnt care my parents had my ID. or are destroying a thousand dollar ham radio
relevant when u can throw one in mental ward for provoked by stranding me at hotel after changing garage code (after 6mo before I moved back in and heard I'm your land lord now. until you can aford every dime of moving out) expired conditional threat to stucko
that hinged on cab driver picking me up from a hotel parking lot at 6pm then being OK with stop 1 buying a sledge hammer stop 2 being a residence in maple Grove
accessory? no that's what I needed at the hardware store...
relevant because if I understand correctly criminal property damage in MN starts at 1k.
also neither parent in possession is a licensed amature radio operator.
I am.
kc0jsf.
the fcc dB is showing my renewal date as liscense date take 10 years off of it and it's when I actually got my liscense or close to... the hard copy liscense is also being held by my parents that claim to own me.
funny thing about moving in somewhere then the police help the property owner 0 notice writen or otherwise decide you don't live there..
actually that is a longer list of not funny than I want to cover here
that radio came from W0BSI when he passed away.
anyway.. fbi didn't care at all about the if, bit for a second on check fraud but when I said one check became un interested.
that leaves trump
and doj complaints against henipin and mgpd
thing is with covid I doubt any communication gets more than an interns response from potus.
but with out it it would be interesting.
being apolitical doesn't mean I don't follow. my predicament is because i accepted money parents offered, I apparently have no civil liberties or rights.
I would think Trump would find that concerning.
ironicly pre election I was telling people I was going to write in putin.
another point on the ham radio. they can have it with out a liscense and from what I've seen there's no hope in hell maple Grove pd wouldn't look the other way but...
moment it's in a car there's an issue
with out a ham liscense even having a scanner in a car is illegal
aka one can derive that if they posses that raido they either broke the law transporting it to their house or more likely it was mine.
one could also selectively enforce that if they dispose of it they are breaking the law as they drive it to a disposal point.
today with digital trunked radio that law is rather antiquated and police radio apps make people feel they can listen.
to a highly censored steam that most don't know is highly censored and usually time shifted by a few min.
if you want to listen to the unedited digital trunked radio most police metros use in real time.. might I suggest first acquiring a ham liscense and then one or two rtlsdr usb dongles
sdr = software defined radio
the 25 dollar dongle started out as a European digital TV runner for computers
some enterprising hacker figure it can make a very wide range general purpose radio tuner
the reason you need two most of the time is how wide a range the police digital trucked radio system covers
but the software to do the rest is already out there.
like I said I highly recommend if you intend to put this in a car you first aquire a ham liscense.
Geting your tech liscense isn't that hard and will further anyone's understanding of sci and math concepts. it's part radio theory and part fcc regs.
the regs help keep you and others safe
the regs also lay out what areas of the radio spectrum are a ham users play ground
here's a video I made when I picked up a rtlsdr on 2016.
https://youtu.be/cO7I96QPl3w
with a range of something like 50Mhz to 1900mhz there is a lot you can explore with these 25 dollar repurposed TV tuners
with a few mods you can even make a passive radar.
no mods you can plug in Google earth and listen in on the transponders for planes overhead. the pc will then plot their broadcast of hey I'm plane (callsign) at location (long, lat) on Google earth
for the price anyone interested in a stem future or adult that just wants to further knowledge and explore... it's hard to beat.
hopefully even if I don't pull through this some of what I bring to light helps others. the stated purpose of this site is for those of parents with cluster b personality disorders..
but before this went down and if I was in MN I had wanted not only a shop but to double that up as a maker / hacker space
I had a lot of tools. tools don't do anyone much good collecting dust. I also like helping people learn and explore.
right now I can explore my 1bedroom apt with Clyde in the freezer and empty kitchen.
I can do so in 2 week old clothes because my dad has my tools required to fix washer.
I'm pretty much waiting to be dead.
it's funny that at least 2x my bike was subject of mgpd encounters in 2019
both times parents admitted its mine and said I could have it..
guess what I still can't hop on. among everything else taken and still being destroyed
I forget exact numbers but xmin of activity is said to do the body a world of good including things like blood glucose levels
I've heard I'm owned like property for over a year and a half now. shuffled physical location after changing lock code 6mo after I made ved back into parents in 2019
if you live in the state of MN and esp maple Grove..
you are probably better off pawing everything h own the moment you get this option or that.
as I pointed out to mgpd may 22 2020. 2x police have seen the rememdiated basement and the mold spreading is what triggered the move back in.. aka didn't know it was from there till I was moving back in.
didn't matter here's the ofp
drive away with out eve. ur if from all your assets under lock and key in acar that not only doesn't belong to you
but after we've shown we will stand behind them taking it at any time stranding you with out food.
so now I anticipate come end of covid eviction ban.. about the time I'm Geting served for inability to vacate...
bet the car goes missing
what was really disturbing though..
probably Jan 2020 I heard even starving me excused as " your parents will always have some control if they pay for anything"
the more I think about it the more I'd assume this is a carefully crafted message meant to frame it in the minds of anyone who would help a person in this situation
I'm not drawing that from nothing.
it clicked a while after that through a 3rd party I heard someone else get that message back around 2008
she had just tuned 18 and her discription of events was her dad
hands on throat
choked to the ground
mgpd "if your parents..."
I'd throw up... but with covid and no kitchen I don't have much but stomach acid that would come out
I think conspiracy is the wrong word. this very much is hurting people but the drive is likely: cost reduction through pr and spin
with the side effect being public acceptence of demographics striped of any and all likelyhood of rights.
aka they will say they haven't taken them but police in some jurisdictions will let them be trampled in ways that may risk your life.
what are the odds of waging a court battle from the street?
I'd say the pluaible causitive factor is these cases if taken to court the city or county never expects to do anything but lose for providing the court...
yet back log if all people could make it to court... no good
so in order to limit funds spent building and operating more court houses
selective enforcement of any rights.. with a spin and reheresed pr message
https://youtu.be/1612_Y7N9x4
not my normal taste in music but what the hell eh?
whether top down or tightened economic reigns with every locality County state nation competing to not go under, attract and keep corps/jobs
and forced to operate as a biz...
the result can end up just as distopian
a guy you've likely never heard of unleashed a hell of a worm can on humanity.
keeping up with the Jones kinda takes a new twist no?
Burnais is well known to be the mind behind the switch to emotional advertising so nothing I just claimed is much of any of a streach on those points.
theres a bit of freedom in realizing most signs point to death soon...
if I made you think jsut for a moment about anything here be it learning stem or a vector for erosion of rights... maybe I fulfilled some good purpose.
what I think is an eextreamly sad and misleading way to look at it is black lives matter
cause they do. everyone's does, everyone's can might be more accurate.
but old world knowledge was united we stand divided we fall.
I just caught a glimpse that mpls has riots again so this seems an aprorpite time to bring it up
if you spin what is over all a problem of no national policy on use of or excessive force by police
into a demographic issue.
especially in a country where some people have racist views on both sides
you end up through the kick back of
"why does Tyrels life matter but mine don't?!"
you end up dividing a populous that united might have had the means to an end
the glass ceiling may be a similar distraction and fractionation..
before you jump to judgment here's a question
ensuring that no woman anywhere ever makes less than a man...
what does that matter if the pay in general isn't keeping up with cost of living and inflation?
but monkey see tea party effect is powerful and I think that's what they count on.
I'm a woman, I'm a person of this race.. I have to be a part of this it's good for me or for me..
I think the tie in or why I see this as a possibility has everything to do with having likely cluster b parents
full blown npd is different from having the traits.
we all have the trait to some degree. I think it's being exploited. how uniform or top down the org of it is I wouldn't even hazard a guess at.
like I was getting at by a can of worms though.. anyone org using the psych info isn't really the issue. it's that you can't put the cat back in shrodingers box.
but knowledge of the well studied techniques, critical thinking and self awareness does lesson the power they have
TV ratings and parental guidece is a great example here.. fucking swearing doesn't mean shit.
it's that kids identify largely by that person's cool and or looks like me..
when a lot of the themes and plots involve very fucked up ways to be to yourself or others.
it's all monkey see monkey do. older monkey is suposed to explain why that's wrong not chew out for swearing then tell hubby to shut the front door.
there are better sources but this says a lot right off the bat...at least the Google listing did.. but I Googled, then linked
tyrany of suggestion was what said a lot
as per critical thought and self awareness.
it's not a fun thought that this might work at all. it's probably rather disturbing.
that's not a reason to reject looking into it.
it exists whether or not you want it to. it's been studied through several deaths (of people that advanced the science behind it)
there's another likely subset of people reading this that accept its a thing and regurgitate
"hypnosis can't make you do anything you wouldn't have otherwise wanted to"
or similar... close but no cigar. strong preexisting beliefs on a subject will limit suggest ability on it. ie the TV isn't going to convince you the bullet is a healthy meal and your spouse needs a healthy meal.
but... do you know everything? do you have a strong preexisting opinion on everything? ever heard some cause and been like...
meh
that's an easy to influence topic.
s. f. eventually rejected hypnosos but the psychoanalysts in general relied on it. it has therapeutic and less than moral uses.
it's a technology. it's neither good nor bad on its own. it's how it's used.
if you don't see the tiein I suggest again looking at the link with the quotes by the nephew.
it's probably of intrest now more than ever.
he also believed that momentum was most important in changing anything in the hearts and minds of anyone.
covid-19, trump saying the DOD /navy footage of ufos is a "hell of a video", riots over police brutality..
he was a pioneer of spin and not even a dusty figure of the past. he does in 1995 at 103 years old.
with out having or needing to prove the who what or why, his words suggest this is likely a when.
because the shits count or momentem of how many different shits are hitting the central fan... higher than I can recall in the past 32 years(even attempting to subtract my own). your millage may vary.
but discounting it because the possibility is disturbing is a fools errand
if you pay attention to what the presumed authorities on the TV or web mention about AI...
well if a program goes sentiant and we don't catch it...
I'd say those talking about it being the end of us are likely basing it on the reflection of look what we do to each other. how could you expect it to in a moment scan every bit of now digital human history and conclude anything other than these apes need distruction or rule?
but last bit here on mainly just getting out things on my mind and distracting from empty nothing with no purpose...
and an attempt to provide constructive criticism not just doom and gloom
be the change you...
there's also a in my observation somewhat prevalent belief there are just too many humans.
go back 15 years and a really heavy stone is talking about that Infront of the un.
yeah I said not doom and gloom keep reading:
in my humble oppinion as long as we get some of us off this plannet. the larger issue is energy production and a related issue is ability to use soil to grow food. it's not magic, you have to put stuff back into the dirt. mainly, nitrogen. which we can make with electricity.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thorium
this is what the fathe rod the uranium cycle wanted used for civil power production.
it was never funded. except in the 60s right before we got icbm tech on fleek...
usaf wanted a nuclear powered jet engine for a nuclear powered nuclear bomber
yeah... terrible idea. except thorium reactors were considered the best odds of doing just that. because it's not just the weight to thrust, it's not just saying the shielding is sufficient or the weight of the shielding is a balance and it allows it to work
none of our service members are idiots. no pilot military or otherwise preforms 100 percent in a plane they haven't flown before. esp not with a nuclear powered jet engine...
aka of its not actually safe you arnt going to get crews willing to train in it to have proficiency for when the mission is drop the bomb
so by most accounts this fucking nutz and bad idea was the only way it might work
funding was cut due to icbm advances but not before the US demonstrated working liquid thorium reactors
this type of reactor is inhearntly safe.
instead of needing to circulate a cooling loop or eventually she goes boom...
you need to circulate the fuel after adding heat or it just turns back to solid sludge and rapidly stops making heat.
no 3mile, no rmbk, no Fukushima, it just stops and goes solid.
but that's no fun now we need a new reactor
ok bear with me:
if u design the reactor so there is a drain hole at the bottom, then wrap that opening with refrigerant piping so u could keep a block of frozen salt as a drain plug.. over a catch bucket, basin... what ever...
attach the refrigerent pump to the power source for the circulation of the nuclear fuel.
now as the pump to circulate kicks off, salt melts with the heat from the thermal mass and slowing reaction, drain opens
gravity pulls it down into your bucket.
what about all the waste?
what waste?
there's some debate here but what I think is known is it might be possible to build this style in a mannor that if there is any waste production its very little and has half life's more inline with human lives.
aka time scales more like 100 years vs uranium Decay chain products where you add at very least a 0 maybe two more. like to the point we are studying fucking symbology to do modern cave paintings to warn the civilization that arises from the ruins of this one.
which is in part nrc regulations and I'd say more but if you are still reading... I think the rest of this has enough potentially pissed off... his death by 21 gun shots from a 12 gauge center mass from behind was ruled a suicide... potential as is.
arive or how ever it's spelled is a French company that has shown uranium reprocessing is feasible but as far as I can see thorium is still orders of magnitude a better option.. because
less waste
way shorter half life
no boom
no boom when either Iven and Boris or some young buck stars and stripes operator... let's go with Josh... esoteric joke...
has a couple too many nrc testing demands or sips of vodka and decides to put the reactor outside of safe operating parameters
cut ye old pump worse case and you forget to cut the cooling loop. you get a fucked waste of materials and need a new reactor.
instead of vent steam watch temp rise and hope the laws of physics bend so either you cool faster than expected, or zirconiam alloy produces less hydrogen then expected when your thermal Mass is about to become more than a pain in the ass.
I've heard he since dropped out but a while back the guy Elon musk publicly backed for president had thorium reactors on his ajenda
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