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Friday, May 29, 2020

if I live through this

I'm either changing my last name or in the unlikely chance I find a wife I may take hers.

it's far more likely I die in this shit hole apt. 

I don't belive the intent of Minnesota ofp law was ever to allow two people tto offer someone a room for rent 

demand work fhe person has done professionally in the past with a average market value of 100 to 150 an hr.. 

then have mgpd assistt them in 0 notice lock change eviction  6mo after move in. 

lmgpd with 0 legal presidency then forces driving away in car person doesn't own from all assets held under lock and key by property owners 

year and a half since I first heard I own you from said sad excuses for humans

mn if you want to rob somebody blind, move to maple Grove 

if you play the system right and want to take out your negligence with your house on the entirity of your of springs existance..

wait till your house contaminates his apt then rent him a room that looks like (above) while denying the already professionally confirmed mold problem. 

if you have any ins in the medical field like marlene wuethrich cnp children's... don't worry about it u can get him a psych diagnosis after 9 plus months of threatening to have him medicated 

then just tell everyone he never had anything and file restraining orders 

after a year of false hope and forced labor do this do that or all your stuff and Bonnie rabbits ashes (that came in usps addressed to me but opened by Paul ) 

gone, recylced donated etc

March 11th 2020 with notice to vacate by March 31st at st cloud lease they used same threat to force... 

watch 11th served with 2ofps in h County. 


apt I had in Fargo 

Clyde rabbit 
Cosmos on moldy basement carpet 
a few days after Bonnie died I drove Clyde to say good bye. I was 0 notice not living there Aug 2017 after my mom claimed to be my land lord Jan 2018.

bonnie died in Nov 2018. i had Bonnie and Clyde since 2007. Clyde is in my freezer. 

kitchen is otherwise empty and I have 3 folding tables 

they are growing mold from the little I got back I have pics to show it I have email confirming the remediation they had done was by a mold pro

they have used it like a bio weapon while claming to own me 

I was 29 when this started 0 criminal record or indications of violent behavior 

good credit 

0 indications of mental health issues 

could sign a lease with out a cosign

had 0 evictions 

when the covid is the only reason I'm not on the street 2 ofps restraining orders and eviction for failure to vacate credit destroyed. 

mgpd repeatedly ignored my mom and dad also open my mail sign my name on docs and at least one check that I know of

there is no costodialship and never has been

2006 I spent 45 days backpacking Europe alone at age 18. I called home once. only because I had a dream Cosmos cat was sick. they didn't tell me but he almost died due to kidney issues. I budgeted and paid for that trip still had cash left over for first year at ndsu

starting at like age 13 I made a website for safe and knife Co of hy 55

then age 15 worked for laborkey on a report for which emerging mobile platform looked to be best bang for buck. this was back in the days of the Nokia brick phones. in 2001 I had already saved from lawn moewing and what ever I could to buy a sony Ericson t68i and a Compaq ipaq. 

most people remember the first iPhone around 2005 as the birth of mobile experience. 

I had that in 2001 by bt linking the ipaq pocket pc to the cellphone in my pocket. 

wifi was in its infancy and even the tech wise brighter of the Jr high teachers usually looked quite perplexed when I flipped around the pocket pc with a full color screen and internet explorer web page apparently pulled form thin air. 

I still remember one asking if the school had rolled out wifi.. this was 2001 and I was in 8th grade 

before you say some ritch kid playing with parents toys... 

my mom is a nurse oractioner and my dad was a school bus driver for Robbinsdale area schools

if anything we were the almost gone now middle of middle class. 

but that still leaves the question, if I have no abilities and never apply myself.. 

how did an 8th grader figure out what of a at the time very small subset of devices would allow this and then how to configure them? 
most people today Still couldn't tell you what a Bluetooth dun profile is

or how to part a xeon e5v3 server mostly from 2nd or 3rd hand ebay components and via only a laptop end up with clear linux running kvm, sr-iov/iommu 
network vfs paseed
to guest running sdn/sdr
Nvidia 1050ti passes through to decide h. 264 camera streams
webserver 
sql server etc

for those unaware kvm is Linux kernel virtual machine and the heart of open stack

if you rent say a vps from host winds their architecture is xeon servers and open stack

I started intending to load open stack and realized the single server implementation is janky at best. it wants 2 or 3 hardware boxes for good reason (but not worth going into here) 

using virt-admin and virsh made a lot more sense so I dropped the janky single box open stack idea and went that route instead 

in 2009 I had a paid internship required for grad at ndsu as an mis major and with the biz college. ms hyper-v had just come out and bc/bs had gifted us two xeon dual socket multi core rack servers. the school taught Microsoft dynamics and at the time the teaching environment was 10 dell optiplex desktops in the intern office that ran terminal services hosts.. aka students went to a lab and did the rdp thing into them to learn ms dynamics gp 10

i had read about the upcoming ms hypervisor and wanted rid of the row of computers I referred to as space heaters. 

advisor and box pointed out we had msnd

a few weeks later between the two donated rack servers and one we already had plus a physical machine to vdk imaging tool(I think that was format.. top of my head 10 years later) I had the entire thing implemented in hyper-v on 3 rack servers

as I moved back into my parents in 2018 my mom starts telling me I've never done a thing lie about everything never made a cent she paid for everything 

never even seen me work a day she claimed 

y2k marlene wuethrich was teaching nursing at st Kate's and I think still head of the neonatal nps at children's St Paul. also funny cause I couldn't see her at work not having had chickenpox but she showed no concern she had been dragging mold spores in since after 2001.

but teaching for st Kate's she needed PowerPoint as the overhead projecter was going the way of the dodo

https://www.stkate.edu/

if you had marlene wuethrich as a professer for nursing at st Kate's and have your degree now... good chance you learned some of it off PowerPoints I made for her in like 6th or 7th grade

on top of that when I was in 9th grade at mg Jr high I made an it services card in dark room photography and screen printing elective. 

put it up on coffee shop bulutin boards and right after turning 16, the owner of a CPA firm in Plymouth minnesota(at the time) gave me a call

I got my liscense like 3mo after turning 16

this is relevant because my first time making 50 to show up 25an hr after was 2004 at age 16 and so soon after turning... 

marlene wuethrich had to drop me at the office 

I was pretty sure it wouldn't be a repeat but to my surprise I maintained that business relation untill age 26.

marlene and paul wuethrich have for the last year and a half and counting done all but outright tried to kill me. it would probably be more humane and respectable if they did. 


this was the car she had for 9 years when they forced the lease then snow blows through and the threat became clean our car or lose everything 

this pic is notable 

at a forced encounter by what I think was an abuse of MN emergency hold law. the mg officer who executed it later himself said there was no specific legelation he used... 

MD boris at u of m riverside found it hard to belive that my last apt may have had bugs and my parents house mold

infact they both had both

I had a vet for my rabbits who was pretty sure there was an environmental bitting pest, that pic above was a circuit board I designed in 2017 on cad software then made on UV litho tools I built. 

the pic was 2018 at their house through the eyepiece of a stereo microscope at about 80x. I had washed that board several ways including deluited bleach then marlene wuethrich hid it when she found it drying. 

pic was after I found it in the basement covered in crap that didn't spontaneously generate (to say the least) 

it looked like a grain of sand to naked eye. 

I told MD boris k at riverside that I have docs from the extermination at the apt and an email with the mold Pro on my Gmail on my phone. in return I heard 

patients arnt allowed phones on the ward

...... 

probably tried to peg boarder line first as he was trying to suggest I agree that I take dangrous unnessicary risks. my laymen understanding of psych indicates he was barking up the borderline tree but like I said that is what it is/might be and just that 

he then went a different direction and I end up 

"(redacted) for delusions of mold and bugs taking out your sickness on your elderly parents"... rxing hand got busy... "you'll be here till Tues at earliest" 

that was on a sat at noon 

the hold started around 10 on a Wed. 

I was released 4hrs after he said that and that very night got a txt from Paul wuethrich with an attached image.. or rather mms




besides the obviously upsetting nature... I bought that dehumidifier during apt hell... bit of extra burn. 

here's the room off to the left of where the left of above begins 

ack.. it's on other posts.. nature of blogger and 3 Google accounts depending on what one I'm logged into I have a subset of photos I want 
edit

pretty much the entire back wall of the house in the basement.. this is the room that had carpet and pad.. the carpet I'm petting Cosmos on in the pic above 

their negligence and actual ns of mgpd and h County as allowed them to take everything including an expectation of more than flipping burgers from a shelter from me. 

but not before also having me start the remediation 

the mold guy had said at very least the trim needs to go. I needed a space for contracted products. 

on top of on demand stop drop everything help me with computer upgrade wifi so it works better up stairs replace raid one array in "their" basement computer.. aka a machine that was my spare parts. 

the wifi range upgrade was powerline ethernet extender to upstairs and another ap set to same ssid, same encryption opositr channel. wifi is listen before talk. aka anything else on the channel blocks base or device from transmitting. and most channels overlap. hence opositr ends of the ism band divided into wifi channels was best so they don't block eachother. 

downstairs Comcast modem router ap---ethernet---powerline ethernet adaoter---powerline----powerline ethernet adapter - - ethernet adapter---upstairs wifi ap. 

won't say I'm a mold pro. I didn't want anything to do with any of this. their problems made me sick. they exploited me for skilled and unskilled labor then locked me out and for past year and a half have destroyed and threatened everything of mine

then tired of it March 2020 and discard with 2 ofps to leave me dead on street. 

around June 2018 I was smelling mold one morning and 




Jan 2018 was when mold pro found issues. 
16mo bleeding between apt and their home stopped when I left for 2 weeks max at a hotel then they changed garage code
should have been a clue as to environmental causal agent. 
Nov 2018 MD boris is giving me a psych diagnosis while the paid for pro remediation is going down 




snow blows through car vents Jan 2019

a few weeks later it's time to go to empty apt. 

my dad made sure I was 4hrs past check out no car. claimed he was having car rememdiated. he did not I got back moldy car. Clyde had peed his carrier. it was like neg 11 that day. I had one key, no remote start, a teenage rabbit wet. 

I get everything from hotel into car with Clyde being last and parents 5 min away no answering 

https://youtu.be/n4KdrPD4Sqg

eventually dried Clyde off by holding him. vid above is during that period next 4pics are all that same day

after Geting him dry I still had issue of.. Can't run car with out key in ignition.. Clyde's travel cage is still wet. need store he can enter to fix this at all. 

Clyde and I went into what ever pet store is by dicks/gander Mt in maple Grove.. they didn't have towels for some reason. ended up having to spend 50 bucks on a carrier. 

mgpd for some reason and with out my ability to input otherwise assures me they know I live quite the life and my parents give me a lot of money. 

I wasn't aware u could offer someone anything and on them accepting nothing they ever made was theirs and they gain the right to create dangrous disfiguring disabling or potentially lethal conditions for years while destroying everything one made from other sources or hrly compensation by employers.. 

white car was where this car was usually parked. note attached garage. their house
this was first night lease they forced before driving to empty apt. I was trying to get Clyde's cage 

https://youtu.be/3wrMRR4BxGM
vid around time this was taken 


upon entering empty apt 
I fell asleep where I was after taking this. 6hrs later Clyde was nibbling my fingers cause he needed food and water 

next morning i found car rear tire flat. had empty apt with a bed and Clyde. still over a year later it isn't much diff except Clyde is in the freezer 





sunroof lining trim 


crap I blew out last month 2020

my head early 2018. I turned my 40 dollar UV led emitter for lithography into a lithium ion powered led wood lamp. 

if thst was on the market already it was just bearly.. making it was hardly batting an eye 

but according to marlene... I lie have no idea what I'm doing nothing works never worked a day in my life 


I had sawed off the reflector so it all fit and looked normal but I lost that at some point. didnt help that even in the 10x10 room with a shut door on leaving... things grew marlene Wuethrich's legs and walked around to diff locations by return. 

I'm holding the bat pack. it's two 18650 cells in series for 7.4v nominal and 3500mah or 3.5ah. reason for the red display is dispitr including a safety cut off on the make shift pack.. it was from China and 2 dollars. with lithium ion cells u want to cut them off as empty around 3 to 3.2v or 2x in series  6.4v ideally if either cell dips under 3.2 the pack says nope... off... 

I didn't trust the cheap Saftey board so I put a visual voltage indicator on the side

over discharge creates dendrites.. like stelactites inside the cells... a bit more involved but basicly this is so it doesn't go note 7 or boeing 787.


uv is shorter than blue. it also decomposes plastic and poses band gap issues for silicone

that's why UV leds of any substantial power were experimrntal lab devices or wayyyyy priced out of any bodies hands till  maybe 2015. 




all at previous apt. mold was opositr wd stack

aka where clothes went after spending a night sleeping on their floor to say good bye to a sick for the last time Cosmos cat. 


maybe 5 or 6 nights and at one point a gallon of water leaked on the floor of the car

there are journal articles talking about how much mold and fungus loves fabrics and the threat presented to medical institutions by even visitors clothing 

here's the other side of the headliner of car I was forced to clean in 2019




the only thing more sad than this nasty state of existance is a tale from river side mental ward


about this patient who understood at least on a basic level he shouldn't be hearing staff talk other patients chart info and names in common areas.. actually the sadest part was the reaction of the patients next to me while I expressed this with a sense of humor. 

when ever I woke up to noon (Dr meeting) I overheard other patients names and chart info 4x

each time I'd gauge the distance to staff member I wanted the attention of.. didn't want to cause a scene or scream so I had to eval distance for volume of laugh. 

then after a laugh if ask the patient next to Me if they heard that joke about HIPAA 

3 blank stares and a devious smile by a woman who was a mother of 3. 

staff seemed to understand but not a smile to be had even once. 

not like this particular institution has had issues in the past... of wait.. there's a body count 

to their credit one staff member did no doubts inform me nothing perscribed here had to be taken outside at that point 

so 4hrs after the doc said I'd be there till Tuesday. 

when a nurse entered my room and said 

we mistook the type of hold you are being released, where would you like your med forwarded. 

CVS North Fargo ND. 

I assume it's still there

if a stranger abducted you then a first name only guy wanted 10min of story then decided u should take drugs... 

nah not like that.. that's dumber than Geting in the free candy van 

colloquialy referred to as a rape van. 

with the expectation of good things to follow


what's concerning though is I looked and couldn't find anything related to that orgs policy on rx kickbacks. 

I also requested my records soon after reaching the apt/forced lease. 

I might have been in error with the address as it was new. I say this to show I'm not disregarding possibility if my error. 

release form never showed. 

I called state bar hotline for advice on how to get this dangrous addition to my ehrs stricken and stop parents literally claiming to own me from using false  police reports as weapons

I was told no one is touching med holds and tell relevant police department they are unreliable Witnesses 

I informed mgpd I have recording of phone calls that explicitly and otherwise indicate falsified reports.. maybe July 2019 and parents claiming to own me mail and check fraud

if we put unreliable witness on file the department might be liable

it's not illegal to say you own someone 

isn't part of the reason opening mail with someone else's name on it is a federal crime... 

isn't part of that to allow contracts and other signature... adult agreements protection? how about taking a check in my name from my mail then endorsing my name? 

it's legal if it was to their address and a mistake. 

you are telling me they mistook the name on the envelope as theirs and my name endorsed on back of check by them as theirs? 

well yeah if they own me I guess that's not a lie... but it's a bit more than saying u own someone at that point isn't it? 

filed March 11th 2020. 
knowing I was at apt they forced lease on in st cloud
knowing I had notice to vacate by mach 31st
knowing car had broken down March 6th

served Friday the 13th

Tues morning 18th Court maybe an hr and a half away with claims dating back to Jan 2018 requiring things that the Aug 2018 lock out and supiquent thefts left them in possession of

court an hr and a half away with no transport.. 

whats another name for cluster b? 
dramatic disorders? 
hmmm

volunteer trip around when ever hurican sandy was. at another stop on bus strip we also suited up in tyvec to help clean a house hit by it. 

I haven't volunteered as much as I would like but when I can I try. 

both years Fargo had record massive floods the cliq or group I was with... we were right there filling sandbags in the Fargo dome. 

in Jr high for 3 or 4 summers I biked the Ms 150 cherity fundraiser to help fund a cure for ms. 

I still remember the fist time I wanted to volunteer for something. was elementary school watching news reports of when grandforks flooded then eventually burned. I was bugging my mom to take us so we could help sandbag. 
first time I came home after doing just that in Fargo at ndsu.. 

marlene:we didn't think you would do something like that. 

I'm no psychologist but I am above average with anything that takes electricity.. 

I know an imax projector when i see one. 

last three years both have been spouting things like

we are the same person 

I do what I want when I want

which includes what's said to police as a means to what may be my end. 


old apt in st cloud 2016


Clyde asleep on a hotel bed in Jan 2019 
after Bonnie died my dad made an under his breath threat Clyde goes in the washing machine 

what I think is more notable though. this hotel was pet friendly. 

rabbits are a pray animal

the amount of trust he had to have in me to be in the is strange place with all kinds of predator smells and conq out hard... 

so hard he rolled over and fell off the bed either after this or another day sunning 

if title was visible I could tell if it was same day or not..

if u note the title the date is encoded in yyyymmdd format 

 it was infact after this pic. I had returned to desk and working on a companies web server then heard a thud moments later. jumped up after looking and Clyde wasn't on the bed. ran over and he was standing up yawning like wtf I meant to do that. 

just about every vet they went to and vet tech since having them enter my life in 2007 said something along the lines of we have never seen rabbits this calm or chill. 

my mental health records pre 2018 and police records... nothing should indicate I'm any more than a possibly above average in level of calm citizen. 

yet... 

there are extended family members that haven't seen me more than once a year maybe 2x that have contacted me saying they know how I am and I had better parents so should be further in life. particular cousin talks to my mom once a week

since 2011 we have texted for an hr or so 3 or 4 days, hung out once in maybe 2013 when she came back to MN 

2010 I think spent a week at her house on the navy base in Sicily with my parents and aunt (her mom) 

before that Xmas and thanks giving usually no talking between 

her bro was at my parents house Xmas day 2019 and participated in a falsified police report. they invited me down for Xmas. I showed up sat on public road. garage door open door to house closed no one answering any phone or txt. 

my mom's other sister.. who I think she has some form of costodialship over is the first to be seen. she lost her liscense. exits house and drives away, cousin Mark comes out and starts passive aggressivly trying to get me riled up. to the point when it Didnt work he gives me a double middle fingdf 

fuck you fuck your recording 

returns to house and garage door shuts 

importantly.. no one but him talked to me and not even he said leave. I never set foot out of car foot or wheel off public road. 

cops roll with report im on their property causing a scene and refusing to leave. 

once again forced to drive away in car they had title to from place all my assets being destroyed under lock and key

I ate quicktrip on the floor of my empty apt with Clyde in the freezer

this is insane 

here's how I used to cook on my own but can not do with an empty kitchen 





instead it's been quick trip and fast food for a year and a half since 6mo of one meal a day at their house

this is possibly more relevant than u may think 

even wirh just Google scholar and pub med you can find valid sources talking about diets influence on

emotional regulation
mood
energy levels 
disease
death of any cause 





panaramic view look I'll make it manageable pick and choose sit and lose.. 
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise (that's right)
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucked into your lies
Through Russel, not his muscles but percussion he provides
For me as a guide
Y'all can see me now 'cause you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'ma stick around with Russ' and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so motherfuckers remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless (right here)
Feelings, sensations that you thought was dead


yep just like Dr boris said... 

No squealing, remember that it's all in your head! 

goriliza Clint Eastwood seemed to fit so I borrowed parts. 

https://youtu.be/1V_xRb0x9aw

$400 ociliscope after recovered from parents. 
during the remediation all of my things with out my input were placed in 3rd garage stall. I was there when mold pro told my dad and have told him myself several times. you control mold growth by controling humidity

a form of gaslighting is feigning ignorance of the obvious to make the target waste time and question their sanity

marlene wuethrich 2019: how does a dehumidifier in the 3rd stall help? 

me explaining something she already knew for no reason

marlene:ok I'll put a humidifier in the stall... click
blocked for like a week. 

odd how my head was also inside their wall. or why the ehr could indicate things I had relevant expert testimony on were in my head... but only in a psych or delusional context. as I said elsewhere I blew the crap on the bloody rag out recently 

the Mal nutrition and or 30 days hungry in 2019 is not how one expects to live past 40 let alone fight off any sickness or fungus/mold. 


pics of happier times.. this was renting a house from a friend in Fargo:


even outside if frightened they would run to me. Clyde eventually figured out chasing him was sometimes a game. at the last apt I had before this started I turned around and ran from him after chasing him. with out missing a beat he was bounding after me. 

after the agreement my dad made that lead to me working from that apt and non stop.. one day I laid down petting them on the floor. I woke face down 8hrs later with a weight on my back. 

as I stood up a white and black flash went over my right shoulder. Bonnie was then looking at me like

 wtf pillow why u move? 

she at some point had sprawled out on my back. 

I don't just miss them their absence is a wound I cannot heal and their presence was encouragement to eat better as well. 

I would alternate spring mix and dark greens 2x a week. 

Bonnies ashes were sent to me at my parents address by usps. my parents still have her. 

I asked for a day of peace at a hotel after and got texted a picture of the package contents

just recently the vet sent something else... I got a picture message from my dad that was laid out to likely trigger the memory of what he did with Bonnies ashes

none the less its current us mail they are holding 

about 6m into this forced lease the landlord was unhappy with mold car in garage 

started busting in 0 notice then wanted to evict garage

calling home line a fraught that off

worked out 0 penalty move out then parents stopped answering. can't move wirh out money... didn't think I'd be here long is why I didn't file change of address.. for the 6mo proceeding that.. not sure how the hell one files it for every hotel one is shuffled between because mgpd was enforcing you just don't live here anymore 

can't even file theft because verbatim 

you gave them your stuff when u moved out

seems like doj complaint but I expect to be dead before anyone helps here. 


one of the nasties things they do is assert past present and future of my life are redefinable to meet their needs of present. 

ie only having been in my apt 20x 2006 to 2018 my dad will assure me I always have a shit hole pigstye 

no one's perfect and sometimes I do get behind.. that said he has a pretty small data set to make inferences from and seemingly little awareness of how memory works even if we ascert its not done consciously in malice. 

https://youtu.be/_nM_wdL2EF0

this is a video where as far as I know my mom had not talked wirh my rabbits vet. I know she wasn't with me at the vet

if you listen for detail it becomes clear how sick she is. she tries to ascert she knows what I said to vet and vet said to me though she was not present. 

boundary violation is an understatement. more like what's a boundary? 

then factor in I've claimed or told you(reader) constantly I've heard both tell me they think we are the same person 

I don't jump to conclusion of personality disorders lightly or throwing psycho able shit and hoping it sticks 

fago was for a while leading the corona awareness curve 

top of my head I seem to recall it being same virus family... esoteric shit and me seem to stick but I didn't hit Google cause it's not efficient on smart phone so I may be wrong here. pic was like 2012 ish in the mall. clearly sears just lost a letter.. but that's my sense of humor on display

I'd prefer a modela really but as mpgd activated the ofps by serving me a few days ago... they paid no mind to my parents having my ID.  maybe may 22nd. for what ever reason sterns made no attempt to serve it after it passed in my absence. 

on awareness it was unlikely I would make it I tried and succeeded in leaving messages for everyone I could at h. County 4th district. 

didn't matter. 

mgpd seemed to me on May 22nd to be chomping at the bit to arrest me. 

the officer talking to me seemed wanna be my friend enough but two others in audible range 

do we have anything to take him in on? 
no sterns didn't serve it its not active
thanks that's helpful. 

then later from opposite end of culdisaq they were repeatedly asking my dad if just maybe there might be a weapon on me

https://youtu.be/fvFPePScJiI

here's the start of recording as I neared their house. I anticipated that mgpd might respond that way and figured my best possible hope if they acted unlawfully was uploading little bits from before I arrived and through the predicted them actual encounter. 

I parked diagnal opposite their house flipped dome light on, left headlights on... aka show in not trying to conceal my presence or act in a threatening manor. never left car. at one point I say give mgpd 10min and I bet we see them.. it took about 12 from saying that. 

I'll make a Playlist but if u follow that link the rest are all there right now 






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