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Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Engineering insanity

My parents are full-blown covert narcissist or full-blown NPD and good at being covert. 
I'm not sure if they know the main landlord at this apartment or if they just tri-colored her because this is the only apartment they have ever picked and I've been renting since 2006. From the very start the landlord swear on me here like nothing I've ever experienced before like busting into the garage then getting an inspector then the biggest problem they found was I had a tank for c25 a K Welding Gas that wasn't chained but that didn't stop it continue the entire time well I'm being forced under threat of all of my stuff destroyed Maple Grove Police are ensuring I can't touch. And the example get more crazy as we approached middle of the lease when they tried to evict the garage. That was also why I didn't file a change of address and between homeline and my logic managed to talk to out of lease immediately no penalties guaranteed in writing neutral at worst reference except it takes money to move or it takes my things and the ability to sell them to have the money or to a pad them to make income or to have not had my time story everything that they took possession of six months after they invited me into their house and locked me the out. If you can't control your time if you can't control where your physical location is if threats to hammer somebody stucco are detainable offense but destroying 20 grand worth of someone's tools is not this is what I'm fucked up Society. But now I'm off topic I should have to worry about God damn this is fucking forced insanity forced to my life to my health everything. The point was though my parents stopped responding other than to tell me to hurry up with their car. But back to the apartment when it came close to end of the lease I got three mailed notices to vacate at the end 3 each one included the in the letter A mention of follow the enclosed check out list when there was no enclosed checkout list it specified to be on a separate sheet each one was one sheet of paper but it got sent three times by a registered mail it's a sort of thing that one might a tribute to just a mistake except when it happens three times on top of everything else being violated it starts to signal that there is Factoria foot. Then they sent me wondering covid-19 our agreement was you'll be out but the thing is right before that started landlord stopped talking to me at all. 

except once Cheri (agent ll w/e her title is but rental employee) calls me and in answering I hear, hello Paul? 

I signed the lease with Cheri. I was doing so under threat of sign a lease at a place and in a city we picked (my parents) or be homeless and lose all your things mgpd has allowed us go control while u were bounced between hotels 14x in 6mo.

on the lease my cellphone number and my email were writen 

when they tried to evict garage, there were phone calls with Cheri and emails to the management address and the person above cheri. 

yet right after I'm Geting notes under or in the door saying my email is not reachable

problem is what they were then listing for "my" email was infact my parents email. 

same time my dad when he does return a call tries to tell me things like he doesn't know what a text is, is that on the computer? oh I know I had you blocked let me unblock u hang up and read it. never calls back or sometimea what's a txt? EMAIL IT TO ME! 

So if course the first time I acquiesce to his combination gas light and arbitrary demand I did a return email saying invalid email from Comcast mail server. What's around the same time I did a letter from the apartment saying your email address is invalid but its in fact their email address. But this was after email Communications had occurred from my actual address and not the address they listed not the address I listed on the lease. So this doesn't prove that they're working together but it does strongly suggest it because the timing is uncanny. It could be they are terrible at what they do except for making money. I'm not sure the financial status either though so maybe that exception is not Justified either. 

But then another time after that cheri's telling me to update my email. I never changed it I never put theirs down what I have done is anytime the apartment office number calls I answer the return the call except now I'm getting absolutely nothing and quite a few communications I was reading for first time were listed in subject as "re" 

Yet because my time is being forced under threat to all my stuff every contracted bit of work I had accepted after my dad made an agreement in 2017 and every tool or asset for any of the work I've done since 2004 and paid for with money made doing work along with every Keepsake along with everything Keepsake tool whatever ever given to me by my parents or my family members or by friends or by employers flash clients all that's being held and destroyed so anything I might sell or earn with if kept from me I'm forced physically located with no notice to move out of my parents they just changed the lock and since August 2018 Maple Grove PD has ignored everything going on including opening my mail taking control of my accounts using my driver's license my signature forged my social damage to my property threats to it... 

And at most the addresses by saying if you accept anything from your parents they're always going to have some control.

But especially with the ID theft and the fact that it takes two forms of ID to even get a minimum wage job. The force physical relocation the removal of tools that I've proven I can earn with in the past first three months they wouldn't give me any other form of ID other than the driver's license that I happen to have on me leaving their house for what was supposed to be 2 weeks Max at a hotel. Then after the ofpss filed a year and a half after 0 notice lock out 6mo in hotel 9mo forced labor still dealing with the mold problem via forced labor on their moldy car... they steal my drivers liscense. 

But in between I haven't had a month without the management that the apartment they picked trying to invade my privacy or sending multiple critiques for anything I've never been bugged this much or barged in on buying apartment to this level or anywhere close. And this is coming from someone who's been in the apartment since 2006. In the garage that both halves are rented I was sitting in there watch the lock Spin and yell stop only for the maintenance dude to bust open the door or rather bus the box that happened to be in front of the door when I was moving around stuff against the wall running and take a picture of an ozone machine that because Sherry had called me the day before I had agreed to unplug. Because it had a timer on it and I got in the habit of turning it on when I was going to take a break so then I could exit the garage come back in a few hours and everything was a little bit better and I wasn't breathing ozone the point was I new habits I knew how that worked so with the timer I set alarm plug it so even if I screw up because it seems rather important to you I'll make sure it doesn't get turned on by busted in so quick I didn't have the chance to stand up ran over and took a picture of an unplugged and off for 24 hours machine well I'm yelling get the fuck out. Absolutely zero notice before entry or attempt to notify. I have had zero privacy for the last 3 years

in April 2020 1mo after end of lease during the covid eviction ban. at home apt/office number I saved in contacts. shows on smart phone/incoming call. 

cheri is on other end but says  hello Paul like friendly like they know each other. I said nope this is John. oh I was just trying to get a hold of your dad. doesn't tell me anything it's about. This was around the time they came up to take my ID took my garage door remote then came back and took my MIG welder my saw and my custom built PC Workstation. 

My dad will tell me I've never worked my mom will tell me I've never worked.

She drove me to the accounting office but I had as my first it support client. In 2004 starting at $50 to show up 25 an hour after the client I maintained until I was 26 years old it was a three-person CPA office in Plymouth. Senior year of high school I had gone from 15 working at McDonald's right before I turn 16 the target to National Camera Exchange them to a position telemarketing mortgage refinance at $11 an hour base pay plus commission that was a percentage of their profit on the loan there were two conditions the loans have to pass and there was a minimum quota to get the commission when I did I think it was two or three times and $11 an hour in 05 was nothing to laugh at but those checks with the commission were substantial and so has all the hours I put in doing tech support for for business clients and two dozen homes. And the year I graduated or immediately after I did a website and a campaign computer for one of my dad's co-workers at the SEIU Local 284 who is running for. District representative of Minnesota 50b. Round 2013 is when I last talked to him and he was still happy with what I had done back then I called him because I was applying for a job in Dahlgren Virginia and wanted to use him as a reference. Now my dad will tell me just a week ago he's never seen me work anywhere this is the sort of ship that drives someone to suicide but even without it is likely to impact how long I live what I get sick from what I die of my quality of life in between my lifetime expected income

And because of the ofp as they file they now get to know my address for 2 years. They've demonstrated they will come steal from me but the things they took I don't even know that I can get at least any more actual crimes have been repeatedly ignored crimes that put me in this position. Mistakes my parents made playing general contractor finishing their own basement in 2001 and my mom working at Children's NICU well I say for 9 years she endangered the lives of other people sick infants but that was just that car the mold guy determined it was originally due to the choice of carpet pad over the cement slab so really at the time they had it fixed and have been 19 years. They didn't have it fixed till November when it was determined to be a problem in January 2018

From what I've seen anybody Being Human traffic through Minnesota Asbury little chance of police cuz almost no chance of police stepping in. Maple Grove PD didn't care they took my ID Maple Grove TD pretty much acted as far as I know entirely on hearsay they knew I was living there January through August they knew I had moved out years before they started enforcing the zero notice lockout and began telling me I can't file theft I gave them my stuff moving out. Throughout this whole time some officers will tell me my parents don't owe me anything what am I doing there when if you keep in mind I repeatedly have mentioned your party War Cloud until March 2020 I repeatedly tried to tell them all of my things are being threatened my mail is being opened my name is being signed on things from within my mail.

there is no legal cosodial ship. 

Not enforcing these was like check fraud and mail fraud you lost someone without Cristo dealership to decide where someone's money goes doesn't matter what's done with it those laws are designed to protect your ability to make decisions as an adult decisions you will be liable for. In Minnesota it should be doubly enforced because when I read the documents that are available on medical industry website in Minnesota some of them describe a valid reason for some of them describe a valid reason for a mental for an emergency medical hold is failure to feed or clothe oneself which is a factor of having money or having your ID because you can't even get snap without a driver's license or state ID. We've created a system where someone can torture someone even to death apparently you just tell the police that you gave the other person a bunch of money because throughout this all Maple Grove PD has been telling me how grateful I should be. I even made the point are you arguing that if slavery was legal it wouldn't still cost to keep that slave sheltered and fed. The words didn't come to me to fully form the point I was making but if you are paying to keep someone in a place and destroying every opportunity they have and every asset they made with money they earned in the past you aren't really doing more than paying to keep them a slave or keep them below you and dependent

The officer it started by insisting I live the life off my parents when I was sitting on public property outside their house free days hungry well they still have 99% of all of my things and I have Clyde to this day in my freezer they still have Bonnie's ashes my pet rabbits since 2007. Bonnie's ashes were delivered  USPS mail addressed to me at their house. while I was being bounced between hotels. They held my Minnesota Health Care renewal that year and presented me with a poem that said basically it was giving them legal or contractual authority to act as me on my health care decisions but when police are stopping me from getting into the house after I move back in and six months later at zero notice lock change and all I have to do to get police call to show up and sit outside because in the meantime my parents won't answer but the police will show up in 10 minutes. During that time there is also a time I'm sitting in the car all I did was open the door cuz I turned it off and it was a hot day I asked my mom to back off because what we're talking she keeps getting closer and closer she slammed the door on my leg and then calls the police. The lead officer that day what are you doing here John and that's not a salt that's not battery what are you doing here?

 What are you doing officer? 

you're serving two sociopaths to help their son protect their right to send him to a shallow grave.
Clyde rabbit 

Bonnie Rabbit

The other things that are messed up besides the selective total refusal to enforce for one party is 0 follow-up concern for anything other than why am I still coming to the place where they kept 16 years assets I earned everything ever mine.. 

You were three times during the summer of 2019 it was admitted right in front of the police that they have my bike and it is my bike each time Maple Grove PD at can we do it tomorrow so we don't it for the interest of police time or if they'll give it to you tomorrow and I still don't have my bike I told my dad as it started to get warm because it was one of those weird years again so like January and I never summer is coming up anyway but I'm saying hey I can barely make it up the stairs anymore and I still don't have my bike. Why would you need your bike if you can't make it up the stairs my fucking sociopathic will be soon murdered father says. He's tried to convince me that my words mean more than his actions and his words. They both tried to convince me I deserve everything they do to me cuz I'm a spoiled brat a day later 5 minutes later they'll try to tell me no one has ever done anything bad to me in their house or they never intended any harm to me which is the type of fucking stick wordplay noted for sociopaths and narcissists. So put a little qualifier on it cuz in their head there playing fucked up games was fucked up rules that usually equate to or can be summarized as I win doesn't matter does a roll of felt or not if what I said Till if not I'll say it again if it benefits me but then I didn't say it again. I forget the exact numbers but even short bursts of physical exercise are incredibly important for things like not getting type 2 diabetes I used to cook and eat very well I can't do that without my kitchen they never met the budget that I predicted for cleaning their multi-car under force and commands to do it faster or all my stuff goes away. They even threatened Bonnie's ashes.

This is the bathroom in the otherwise mostly Empty Apartment they picked out. I have another flapper valve for the toilet but you cannot take it anymore does it matter what I do they feel they lie they use the police to steal in life now that use the courts to ensure that they know where I live for two years. In February 2018 my primary care doctor in Osseo told me the way someone your age gets better is get away from the mold.

 The first three months of forced labor on their car, they even kept the respirator that I had from etching circuit boards. 

a full face double sealed 3M 6800 respirator. 

The type that can handle just about any toxic gas. I used it for the off-chance that when mixing the cupric chloride but I ended up releasing chlorine gas I was protected this acid was for etching printed circuit boards. 

The other resume it was hand even at that time was it made a great face shield after the acid was mixed. It's pretty stable once you get it right but it's not something you'd want splashed in your eyes. If it's on your skin you have to wash your hands or wherever it goes but it's not going to immediately kill you there is copper salt toxicity issues but your eyes are really not a place you would want it or your mouth or your nose. 

I was also building things with plexiglass .  The expensive chemical weld compound you can buy  is actually methylene chloride AKA paint stripper. And I would only use that when outside. Because stuff is known to eat filter cartridges used inside it's recommended you do it with like an oxygen tank strapped to your back or a hose. Outside it's pretty safe but since I had the mask why not use it anyway you only get body parts once.

I want to deal with straight but I'm a pretty capable person and almost all of that was stuff I was doing an agreement with my dad which is what left me dependent when it started. Before that I have been working 60 to 100 hours a week between two jobs for a year-and-a-half before that I was working another job and minimum 20 hours a week  more like 30 sometimes more and doing 14 to 16 credit hours at scsu . But the point about the mask is mask it is what someone remediating mold, asbestos or lead would want. 

it's kind of the basic model but it's the first one that would actually be qualified to do that job 

Related more to the topic of engineering insanity  and NPD parents  is they're known to act like perfect parents in public and both Gaslight anything they do to you but when they usually turn is a perceived ego slight or when you actually near anything that gets you to Independence. They are also suddenly competing with their offspring  they will not admit that but it's part of if you do anything near that are field  New trigger this I can't be outdone syndrome .  They need someone  to feel better than is my experience or one way to put it there's a lot of angels to it .  One thing I know is  big truck every box 10 x over on any definition of it .  There's this angel devil child dichotomy but I'm an only child  so it's harder to see . But if you generalize it or extract away from it it's all about attention generated or narsacistic feed and that works whether the child is the problem child or angel child because the angel child is usually generating attention from look what my kid can do or what they're really thinking is look what I can do because the kid is an extension of themselves. And what's the devil child it's look what my kid did to me . Look what he or she puts me through . But either way  they're doing things in the smarter they are the more subtle the things are or the more crucial moment only they are .  Unless of course there's the ego slight. 

light light people don't understand is this isn't unique and most people have some level of narcissistic traits. That is a totally different story from an actual narcissist. My mom's first life was that I made myself sick playing with chemicals. Except I have followed everything I learned in NDSU lab chemistry and study to refresh myself on the generals and then specifically found. Edu sources for things like chemical compatibility with gloves and with the intended tank to hold the copper II chloride. Then despite the fact that bugs had already been confirmed and only one of four were exterminated she decides to say I made the bugs up because I lack the technical ability. Around this time I was moving back in and the add-ons to the lie was none of it works even though only one part of one tool that I needed for the already working in Prototype project had been demonstrated to work. And I did iterative design meaning I tested in small versions or more simple versions and then attract like I want to use this circuit well let's build a demo of that and then that works so let's add this feature and then by the time I had the board I intended to weld with actual weld's and actual power. That was the only one that hadn't been tested but because of the way I designed in phases I knew it either would work or there was one or two things to change to get it to work she couldn't even name what I was doing like the title of any of the projects but all the sudden she's the expert on it. And then when it was proven that work it was a tool that if I were to buy would have cost three grand I made it for probably four hundred. It was a tool needed to build the battery pack to finish the paper project it was a design I could have sold on its own as in have a board house make the board that I designed which would cost about $10 in batches of a hundred I could have sold that for $200 and dropped it in the mail or another words $190 of profit I watched someone else with their design sell out two or three times doing exactly that. But the main project was the project for pay and what she did it's start hiding Parts throwing them away throwing them in a moldy basement throwing them in the garage. Every time I turn around stuff moved.

And in the meantime they start denying if ever seen me work for pay and then when I finally repeatedly say otherwise which they both know the whole time I work so hard in high school at so many things like between natural paid work actual paid IT consulting work for small business and two dozen homes including at least one of my mom's students from St Kate's and one of her co-workers from children's but mostly plants I got through word-of-mouth because I also had for business clients and all this is starting in 2004 there's no way and she also drove me to the first business client I turned 16 then I got my license 3 months after I turn 16. I got the first I got the CPA office the three-person office in Plymouth so soon after I turn 16 that she had to drive me because I only had my permit. I ended up having that clients until age 26. But they sit there telling me I've never ever worked they've never seen me work. In high-school they were limiting how many after school or before school activities I could do on top of it because what I didn't realize at the time as I was trying to be away from them cuz they are control freaks but they'll flat-out two-on-one deny it and as an only child it's straight-up brainwashing.

Moving in here there was like four different things communicated about how I get anything other than an empty apartment while I'm saying things like I need a desk I need a desk chair preferably one of my printers I own four of them one is a laser workgroup printer given by the accounting office client that I had for 10 years that's $1,000 printer when it was new it's not worth that now but the point is the things they taking and destroying and still holding even the basics I ask for it and said I need this to function and they're pretty fucking based well even those things have been held but they're not just held there's like four different plans and the first the second plan required me communicating to an associate I had I didn't know well it's a long story someone I knew it doesn't even matter but my dad said well how about we pay him $16 an hour I said that's great but I'd need it upfront cuz the trust issue was everything they had said already it was this from they went into narsacistic rage and kept getting worse but they keep trying to hide it and it's just they're not hurting and no one's ever hurt me while they keep getting worse about what they do to hurt me and making it harder to get away from them but it was asked you have to ask him or I won't do it and I'm saying that he lives 3 hours away the problem is I have to have money to pay him if he comes up and helps move and no I won't do it unless you ask him first and I could see this was a setup and of course it was because then my dad makes it two weeks before he'll talk about it again as in even if I get him on the phone deflect Affleck topic change deflect carpet is dead why are you not allowing anything to be discussed in that but then two weeks later price down to 14 an hour. The plan before that was I have to give them a key or I'll be in an unlivable apartment never since 2006 have they had a key to where I live on the flip side of that I've had either the key or the garage code until 2018 only 6 months that I did not. I'm writing this paragraph with speech-to-text transcribe keyboard I need to edit the whole thing but whatever. Nobody reads it anyway. Like I said elsewhere it's more about somebody will probably find it if I die that's looking more and more likely. But the next plan was well will replace your couch and your desk but you have to go to this specific store and they said the name of that like once and I'm asking for it was just ignored and then details were added like right down the model number of the couch you want and then call us with it and we'll order it but this is why I also have the mold car looks like got sick after the mold car and not even a pad of paper to write it on I told them from the start that the car I cannot do if it's the only sense of Transport it's dangerous to my health they made the car fire worse than it was I can't prove that but here's the thing I can prove my dad when I called him the night snow blew through the vents on the car he responded that didn't actually respond to change the topic 2 hey I came to the hotel and put stuff in your truck today stuff I needed neither needed nor asked for Park. Like a day later I realized the hotel might have security footage I never actually asked for it but I told him that but I told them you know hey they probably have CCTV footage of the lot and I could have a check and his response was check any camera you want you idiot it's my car. Then right after that is something along the lines of if snow blew through the vents how did the water get in there as in Paul wuethrich from Medford Wisconsin doesn't understand that snow is frozen water which is the form of gaslighting and the form of dog whistling. Dog whistling is details specific to the situation and the individual have to be known otherwise you can't see why it's Terror. It's not an official term yet but if you read the tops of survivors within the community I mean that comes up all the time. I'm not sure if it was this article and this blog post or the last or the one before it but it's known to the cycle psychology community and or the medical world that people with NPD people with aspd rarely benefit from or want treatment. It's a bit cynical but it's not a lie it's not even a stretch of the truth to say the medical industry is an industry if you go to business school or taking a business college classes he'll probably come across that business ethics defines ethical operations of any Corporation as those two prophets and its stakeholders. In other words there's very little reason to recognize that people are the victims of abuse or in this context where Minnesota already has emergency medical holds where you might end up in front of a psychologist there's no Financial incentive for this to be recognized there's no Financial incentive to do anything but the Claire the victim as in need of medication and there's quite a bit of incentive for that because Minnesota's emergency medical hold law does not forbid payment by drug companies to Physicians for writing scripts. This whole system it took us how many centuries of human suffering to figure out base it's like if there's incentive by people in positions of power to abuse it's going to happen especially if there's no one checking their work or what we call oversight reviewing their cases that sort of thing and there's little actual to little perceived risk of negative consequences. But what we know is this abuse causes lifelong problems there's some evidence emerging from brain scans that it causes brain damage and it's in the Region's related to decision-making and memory which really isn't hard to see if you've experienced it. If they're in a position of power God help you especially if you live in the state of Minnesota.. they've done everything on the ofp list and if you look up the forms of emotional abuse and there's some places you can look for what it's known narcissist will do to their children they've done everything on those lists but what's really disgusting is the only support groups as in legal help sort of things or shelter that I can find let me back up there you'll find that there's a list of things that even Freud and Jung new NPD if I recall correctly was defined in the sixties but both of those prominent psychologist both of them knew what type of loan narcissist was and that to their children even there would be emotional abuse physical abuse emotional incest and some elements of sexualizing their own children both of my parents have literally told me that they think we are the same person and that's verbatim. but then it just really psychotic because my words matter them more than their words and their actions my dad literally try to convince me of that when it was stated just like that another word and on top of that at an earlier point he tried to convince me to find what hurts me so we're the same person to him and to her except things I do to them that are words are supposed to hurt or be capable of hurting but neither their words nor their actions by his verbatim words can hurt me because they defined what hurts me this is psychotic. But it becomes more than a psychological issue when the police refuse to enforce anything that they do. Mail fraud check fraud theft id-theft threats to destroy it give it away donate it recycle it otherwise be rid of it if I didn't move where they said do what they said and do it faster ID theft after the ofp spaz when I have 20 days left to be out of the least they forced in St Cloud filed in Hennepin knowing the car has been broken down for 6 days and I'll tell people that they give me all these things yet the car isn't in my name taking everything I've actually earned.  my mom when I move back in and made the point of saying she's my landlord until I can afford moving out or something like every penny of moving out which I don't know why I went to college at all. nothing I learned about health even elementary through senior year of high school let alone College Health can be applied the basic tenets of Health are held Out Of Reach. nothing I learned in business law which I did really well in seems to matter. and some of that is very directly correlated to ability to think I'm worth anything which is dreds do what they're attacking but it's messed up cuz they tell me they gave me all these things but they took everything I earned their trying to teach me that nothing I learned is right nothing I Do Is Right. Destroy any system I have found from 2006 to 2018 not living there they go out of their way to make sure I can't have it can't use it well they tell me that I am worthless that I have never work I haven't worked enough but what the fuck is enough? And some examples are really basic but this is how extreme they are like it took me forever to figure out I can be more on time if I put some piece of furniture by the door and a bucket in it which is like a key rack on the shelf for me. I know in times of moving when stuff gets unorganized I realize hey there's this thing called a tile or key finder but tile works with your phone. in 2018 anytime my dad got a hold of keys he would remove the tile from the Keychain.  he would also do stuff like remove the battery wire from the terminal on the car instead of taking my keys thinking that that would stop me from leaving their house. sometimes in combination with hiding my keys the six months that I was spent there what's Terror they would call the cops if I raise my voice but they would stand in my doorway trying to make me say that there's no mold there even know that is not what was true. I would still pinprick wound severe eye irritation and that ended the first week at the hotel but that's not even why I left the hotel it is however evidence that it was causal and environmental. Then I'll say it's my fault for not getting allergy tested except they have black mold and aspergillus. later of which can even be pathogenic but the first one isn't toxic on its own but if disturbed create some of the worst toxins known to man. It occasionally will do it when it's at war with a foreign colony of mold. in other words neither is just an allergy both are very bad for one to be exposed to some people show symptoms more some are allergic to none dangerous molds. In what I could find only doctors that graduated in the last 10 years were really taught much about it. but the toxicity and the ability for some to be pathologic or grow in the human body are well-known and have been for a long time. What's more emerging is one in three people is more irritated by it but that or shows more symptoms from exposure and it's theorized that one and three people's immune systems can't deal with it very well either. But on top of that in like 1997 I was still not in fear of strep throat cuz the nice pink medicine tastes like Bubblegum.  of course that's what I'm referring to is liquid amoxicillin before I could swallow pills. and then I got incredible hives. which became my mom declaring that I was allergic to the penicillin family of antibiotics. she has a masters in nursing she knows that penicillin is mold. If I recall history correctly it was first discovered because of mold growing on bread ended up destroying a bacteria culture. both parents will do cycles of lies that will be the same lie every time in a row or sometimes they'll mix up their games but on average it consists of I won't go to a doctor my dad's driven me to four of them I'm not saying how many others have been to they seem to know whether I have or haven't which is only sort of possible unless the public-at-large has been lied to about the consent form for electronic medical sharing and the addition to that would be that my mom is using her position at Children's Hospital and Clinics in St Paul to pull my medical records but even that if I went to a new clinic and everything is how they say as in if I don't sign that consent then nothing is shared well then she still wouldn't know for sure but that's Way Beyond the point because 2 of the doctors actually I've been to five of them that he's driven me to 2 in St Cloud. One of them yes just friends Sandy former coworker at SEIU Local 284 because she's from St Cloud Des was end of 2017. specifically there was a call to ask her if she knew of any good doctors or what we're better than others up here. This was before the mold was proven and then a dermatologist and my primary in Osseo right around the time mold was proven and then when I was when I was blowing out black stuff one morning. Which I went upstairs into the bathroom from working in the basement and I only did that because there was an extremely strong smell of mold that I could not Shake
 my mom pushes open the bathroom door and is telling me there's absolutely nothing on my hand and delusional she'll have me medicated. so my dad ended up driving me to West health where this picture got me through long triage line right up to the front of it and a chest x-ray but on the way out the door my mom hands me a Beto probably supplements that I had in 2006 all the way to stop date from my apartment when in reality if I remember I take one or two a week but I have stuff like if I'm getting foot cramps I'll take magnesium or eat a banana. But problems always got to be with John even if we have to make it up. Where she crosses the line and what's appalling when I look into it is she uses esoteric knowledge of the medical system to try to harm me. The way out the door she hands me a substage of supplements like huge Ziploc she had filled of stuff expired whatever it doesn't matter I didn't I don't have the problems they want me to have just so they don't have problems but what does matter is she tells me this huge bag of stuff that I barely take make sure the doctor sees these because he needs the whole picture and I'm terrified cuz one extremely strong smell of mold to I blow out that black stuff in my nose starts bleeding but the smell goes away and this is in a house with a confirmed problem. But what she was doing was trying to color the doctors perception and she's doing so well I'm terrified so I caught afterwards what she wanted or what she was doing by saying that and handed me the bed right on the way out the door. The reason it's really disgusting though don't tell me I can't do anything I've never done anything but I only know what I do about medicine from paying attention to her and one of the early things at the dinner table was talking about things like Journal articles so I knew where good sources were. Also late 90s maybe your mm she needed her curriculum at STP Kate converted from overhead slides to what everybody was going to which was PowerPoint and she hated computers. so I was the one who created most of them. but the point is that on some level she knows that even if she'll tell me I've never accomplished anything not good at anything but the evidence is she's relying on upping the terror level to try to block the conscious realization of what she's doing which is trying to create false medical records and she ultimately succeeded just not that day. maybe a month maybe two later she's trying to push me over the railing. but what I didn't get to it business laws why did I why did I learn anything especially that because one everything I learned I don't know because it looks bad to them if I'm right it looks bad to them especially bad after they go through this effort because if they like it's an all-in sort of thing because they really are that monster if anything's decided otherwise but on top of that wall telling me I've never done anything their commanding work that I've done for paying the past which business laptop makes them obligated to pay even like if a roofer shows up and does your roof instead of the neighbors if I recall correctly you'll still owe whatever the cost of the new roof subtracted from the value of the old roof was you don't get a free lunch there except. that work was valued at 150 an hour doors perform usually on command and demand how much does a 10ft by 10ft room go for in Maple Grove? I learned in business law that under contract while you don't even need to discuss a price if it's not written or stated goes to Market average and I'd like a lawyer but I've literally been forced moved around I don't have anything and if I get it step closer to putting anything back together they steal from me they terrorize in every way they can. And the point is she is 40 years more life experience than I do but she gets to say anything she wants do anything she wants even if it's her mistake even if her mistake is endangering sick neonatal patients lives and then she ultimately tries to push me over a railing will saying you bastard I brought you into this world I can take you out of it send changes the lock when I leave for her benefit and Maple Grove Police help them threatened everything keep everything destroy everything that their problem cuz the move back in and put them in control over but not a single one of her words if she accountable for. But what's sick is we punish people for insider trading in the stock market yet people with Insider knowledge of the medical world or what I refer to as esoteric knowledge that can be used to harm people and there's no fear of consequence zero fear of consequence even perceived consequences can turn someone off from doing that not everybody will do it but that's not what we're talking about here what we're talking about is we know there's ways to make it less likely those that otherwise would would and until you show me that a perfect person is evolve it's going to happen and not just to me

they gaslight to an extent that when I moved into this place I had a flat tire the next day. I had never changed a tire before. I had taught myself working with wood working with metal working with CAD software working with plastic. There was Zero indication that I couldn't change a tire. Long time ago I taught myself usually there's something you miss when you're doing something new and think you have it all so I Googled it and the instructions mentioned jack points so oh yeah modern cars the way they're built you can't support the weight of the car check your owner's manual I open the glove box and there's no owner's manual so I go back to Google and find it online to find the jack point change the tire and it for two weeks I hear my dad telling me you're stuck in the apartment because you don't know how to change a flat meanwhile Clyde rabbit is getting sick

It's known that nurse assistants sociopaths rarely benefit from treatment. If you apply the concepts of for-profit Medicine then there's absolutely no incentive to even identify this. When you apply the state putting their nose in medical care in ignoring actual crimes it's a really dark picture regardless of any cooperation between parties or not.

Minnesota seems to talk quite a bit publicly about how it protects its citizens human rights. Well there seems to be zero consideration for economic Mobility. Zero consideration that if everything you work for can be stolen and you put on the street or threatened to be well it's being destroyed well continuous theft and fraud is happening against you there's no human rights protection there there's a wreck it because you either end up dead or in jail for in a mental ward. Ofp restraining orders ate granted hearsay. That might be okay except they don't go both ways. And on top of that they give one party the right to know the others address for 2 years after. The combination of those two things makes it ripe for abuse.

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d study North Dakota have stronger renter Protections in Minnesota especially in things like notice required before entry I think at least when I was there it was required to two days or if there was what I know it was there was a mandatory time frame that the attempt to notify had to be made before Minnesota only defines it as good faith. Minnesota is also much more sketchy on periods of notice before move out or at end of lease notice to vacate. If they wanted to walk the walk and actually protect human rights well also helping the post office is it that hard to require mandatory registered mail and set time periods? 

My opinion but it should be common sense or rather easy to deduce that anyone who is more than squatting a in invited to live somewhere in between or anywhere in between they can just simply be locked out with zero notice that's the major stress and threats their life. The registered mail bit would make it a lot easier for a lot of people but it might decrease we are names of lawyers and the demand for the courts. With all the BLM going on I really feel the need to say that most likely to be affected by this are individuals with less financial means which like police violence disproportionately affects black people. But it's something that can affect us all it's also something is the exchange. Because you're telling me that a business probably run or held by an LLC at some point you can do all that but can't be bothered to send registered mail to make a paper copy or paper trail? Except someone who if there is less than perfect living situation to begin with probably doesn't have the means of the company or the person owning the house that's letting them stay somewhere. It's like all the burden is placed on the most kicked around or least well-off to begin with. And as I've said repeatedly if you pay someone or pay to keep someone alive but you sabotage any attempts to have anything on their own you're really not doing anything other than harming them and trapping them. That's not saying you should have to pay for ever but things like the ability to plan ahead of time to keep assets and or existing agreements that might have led to the dependency that should all be accounted for it shouldn't be what person with more money says they want to abuse you for a while and then file an ofp so they'll have your address even as you die. This isn't Justice this this is sick. At best and like I said that it's been no actual evidence presented it's just things the Richer party says against the poor to police and then eventually to a civil court. So at best this is no one gets ahead and police and Court enforced because apparently when I hit a team I was supposed to go to a homeless shelter otherwise I have portrait all right see if anybody wants to do anything to me up to and including kill me. Which my mom has admitted she was trying to do.
The importance of mentioning that best or that your save nature of it is I'm not entirely convinced this one happen either way because police aren't supposed to make judgment calls like that the word is kind of in judgment and I've realized there's always going to be a conflict there because you have to make some decisions to act as enforcement but when the motto is protect and serve and they want to go by peace officer then considerations for well if you can't get food stamps without an ID we're sending him away from 20 Brandon tools of his ID theft is a crime any theft is a crime. That's pretty much sending me away to die. Or at best it greatly harms my ability to even eat so I don't know why this has to be that Defined because it also takes two forms of ID to get a job. 

$2,000 scene at the BLM protest has been heavily financed by Foreign States or parties within them. There's no alternative I see as well and it's really not something we're safe from with what's happened to legal system Nationwide and some states are more vulnerable than others. It would seem that there's a push to redefine suffering is something a group experiences and you should only expect protection if you're part of a protected bream demographic or group some demographics are arguably optional like I'm not going to be the one who says that you are or are not born gay but from what I've read most psychologists prominent ones of the past have had come to the conclusion that you need state is bisexual and we end up being pushed one way or the other by our life experiences which isn't exactly the same as a choice but the word preference actually used to cover that pretty well. But the point isn't hating on anyone or trying to save how they are or how they got that way the point is at no time is the experience of Life as a group bad things are caused by individuals sometimes they work together but even if they do the individual members of that usually have some ability to not follow it. It's literally the World War II SS and other war criminal excuses of they were just doing their job but it's reversed to the point where if you want rights you better be a part of the group and the reason the group's need protection is the systematic attacks on them when regardless of anything it's the individuals that experience it and at the end of the day individuals that created
And perhaps better way to illustrate what I mean is claimer glass ceiling Because unless you're fighting for something other than the stated goal which isn't actually very clear. But most of the time it's mentioned that women make something like $0.75 to every dollar that a man makes well that's probably not good that's actually not good except for the fact that it's never really clear is that working the same amount of hours hourly salary because salary could be negotiated with the knowledge of how many hours somebody's going to work and or the intent to take time off to have a child something like that. Like I said if it's if someone can show me that truly the same amount of hours work and then what percentage of women that impact I wouldn't even bring up this question but the question becomes if it's about closing that Gap let's say we give them every woman $0.50 more an hour just to be sure that for sure. That no one no woman ever has that happen. Okay so now we've legally enforce discrimination but on top of that take minimum wage and what did we actually accomplish by giving them $0.50 an hour or more I can't help but see this as a distraction as a divide-and-conquer method especially seeing that rights designed to protect People's Health sanity ability to operate as independent adults when those aren't enforced either constitutional rights or laws that violate that ability yet person with the least Financial Resources ends up suffering the most either some Unwritten policy or some combination of anything I've mentioned that all of this for a causal Factor or just the simple fact that your average officer isn't looking to do more than they have to do in any given situation so sometimes it's easiest create Injustice for to harm people. It's really easy to do when you can be personalized it and write it off as know we just selectively didn't enforce that but when you're selectively not enforcing something like id-theft and enforcing that everything anybody ever worked for is being held with you as a badge and gun in between that and things they could sell to eat when their ideas now taken by the same party that has all the other stuff well what have you really done there I know how to get another ID but with extremely limited funds and my credit destroyed my background check destroyed I don't know where I'm going to be in a week so spending $30 for another ID to have it mailed somewhere I might not have access to without even knowing a stable address to have it forwarded to that's insanity. I'm looking at a PO box but that's kind of the same deal. And as I've mentioned several of the times parties that are doing this to me have demonstrated they will steal to send me back or create this hell even after Hennepin County declared them protected parties this is like a modern rehash on brackets for protection. Or to put it in what I think I've gathered is more prosecutor or state attorney language would be it's in the interest of police report medical job creation and Main payment of the county of Hennepin to protect that party cuz either way there's a high likelihood that I then end up in custody of one of the above or in the morgue. It's in the state interest to protect those parties.

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