much of this is driven by fact eviction ban stopped notice to vaycate at end of lease needing some basic organization that's being kept from me by theft when necessary. Making me fight this battle between I'm incompetent or any thing that works today to win the favor of God I hate this. I cannot drive down to 4th District Court every time they come up and steal something of mine this seems like a total racket. How do I prepare a case without so much as a printer when I'm hungry in sometimes a month old clothes because he knows the washing machines broke he knows there's holes in the wall from when he starved me they hold on to my credit card thin sister gave me one of my out when they give me another space steal anything they gave back when I could actually use it to make money they admit they know I've made over minimum wage with it in the past. But then the next day they don't they didn't they won't they will it's all your fault you bring it on yourself for telling people we're not doing anything you deserve it because you're a brat. I cannot keep going hungry my mom version is ice told your. I cannot keep going hungry my mom version is ice told your computer why don't you do better budgets. Or they have my ID and that's why I don't get a job
my mom has admited she thinks I deserve this because I'm a man. What I want to know is how can this court usually end up sentencing Psychological Services when they don't recognize any aspects of psychology? Narcissistic parents and NPD is about 50 years old but Sigmund Freud new of narcissist full-blown narcissism well before like a hundred-year-old concept. The fact that parents with it will sabotage their even adult children again fifty-year-old to a hundred-year-old concept
immediate needs and wants to achieve stability:
- can of mold killing primer
- mold control solution
- to borrow a spare for this car to have key blank I bought programed.
- a trailer hitch /tow bar for this car. cheaper to rent trailer than truck if I have to move
- industrial shelving unit for apt (currently have 3.5 in garage. 1 side 2 free standing other is 1 extended. aka 3 end posts not 4)
- replacement vac filter for the certified hepa vac ($100) I could vacuum off the current one but the shark is plugged and needs a new filter and Paul wuethrich took the ryobi stick vac and batter needed for it and my drill.
- a nice meal
- my friends 30lb propain tank (he will need it shortly for heating and Paul took it. anything they can to ensure I have no social support or bonds outside of incestuous monster murder parents)
- 4ah 18v ryobi battery it was attached to a stick vac and probably with the propain tank
- my compound miter saw(stolen April 2020)
- my bike, my bike rack bike shoes.
- vit d. it's been like 5 years since I've had time to go out during the summer, with the car went a 12 dollar bottle of d3
- My welder
- proper desk
- kitchen stuff
- fix washer
- lies to stop. threats and harm to stop
PrinterI have four of them. Including a Richo work group laser with three trays. This was given by a CPA office I managed IT for for 10 years
this is the difference between making appointments or time sensitive obligations or even a job on time. it's the difficult nce between a bad day and a terror day.
when I'm allowed to possess let alone stop distruction or repedstive theft and hold of my things (which maple Grove pd has enabled since Aug 2018 after 0 notice lock out) I set up orginizational systems and rarely lose a key like once in 8 years did need need a spare. if course I didn't have it then 1x at the apt/cell Marlene and Paul poision me in its been lost under a pile of clothing once I fried the rfid chip and then I lost it again recently and was starved 3 days stranded 5 then vacuuming up glass from breaking the window because Paul couldn't be bothered to text the door code let alone... I said before they force me here.. 1key not OK.
they assure me they stocked empty apt with bibs what more could I need?
, well a good start would be don't question your son's basic senses especially when you volunteered cleaning out a moldy Sandy house Hurricane Sandy and thought there was mold there because of the smell in 2014. I've even found the research that says not everybody can smell it a genetic thing most likely I've always been able to taste it on Ice Cube's like if it's mildew from the freezer and that was the first time I noticed other people couldn't but because of this I've looked it up. It's not exactly something that's a hey do you taste mold on Ice Cube's expecially when you're. It's not exactly something that's a hey do you taste mold on Ice Cube's expecially when you're a guest and someone has offered you a beverage. But eventually..
I could smell it in their house back then. The mold guy eventually confirmed it have been there since late 90s early 2000
Second what more I could need is you honoring your word you not lying to police. You're not doing things that endanger my life and stealing opening my mail anything you can covertly to try to trap me in the situation this is fucking sick
And then there's also you tell me three different things every other day or sometimes you go a few weeks without demanding I do something else but demanding to drop anything I'm doing to come support your computers that I built for you or how do you do something on them but then you're also encouraging me to talk to locals about opportunities to either be employed or start something business-wise with them or get in on one like the cell phone repair Edina or wherever That Was Then I call the guy you made me make plans with the people I knew only to make sure I could not execute them you still make sure that happens to this date but you first made sure tons of different timelines were communicated you guys stuff at us everything and it's really fucking sick cuz then you also want me for emotional support it's gross
I've had my failures like I learned I'm probably math dyslexic there's times I could have put more effort in but even when I run myself nearly to death you just fuck it up for me intentionally and then you try to tell me how much you think the stuff you're holding net me in just my games and movies that I bought with money I made even when I was in high school but probably only cost or only sell for a dollar a disc if that now but Mom sure that's a lot of money when you know that you fucked me out of 60 to $100,000 a year and you send me the article about the town that it would have been in the article about how everybody spleen San Francisco no better way to say I know what I did to you but I don't think you would have liked it. Except it's more devious than that when you also admit the conditions you force vile everything you do that's a moral not just immoral are dangerous or not good for life. You had a co-worker whose daughter committed suicide when a cat died that was maybe 2012 you told me you never want to see that happen to me blah blah blah blah blah you've made sure I work straight through the death of Kosmos Bonnie and Clyde you pretend to lose Clyde's ashes after Dad does you sick fucking bitch. When I say fuck you while you're trying to Gaslight me then you take that as an excuse to vent to your son about your fucking sex life well you're also yelling at him anytime you leave your fucked-up house?