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 and scream until it hurts. I've returned the chrombiumold control at 40 bucks a gallon 2x now. should do it this time but I can't bring myself to waste my life and gas driving back and forth again with just enough gas to do it. then wait up to 48hrs for the return to hit

with out 9mo of their mold car..

if Clyde was still alive 

with out theft fraud Mal nutrition and starvation

I'm so hungry but not just for meal I cook but also for not even accomplishment but to even be able to use one of the complex custom made electronic devices I designed. 

instead I can't get paid for them, can't deliver them, can't sell one as board only and instructions


can't be allowed to leave El tourcher cell, own nothing. certian mg police high on miss conduct insist or perhaps incest my parents owe me nothing despite attempted murder continued destruction of 16 years of what I worked for everything  given by anyone

despite subsiqent fellonly level thefts

despite 6.3in services preformed during the 8mo there.

9mo forced labor on car

I haven't really been outside in like 4 years

I feel like death because they change everything up at every moment and police are held to nothing they say but have some incentive tljotbtoblet me get to a point where I might be stable or out of harms way long enough to.. idk not die or persue legal action q


I really can't put words to how this twists my stomach

Paul and Marlene do everything to maintain only the image they arnt beating me to death.. 


only the image


it's like both have decided its perfectly OK to get what they want when they want by finding a mutual enemy in their son and pleasure in the conflict. only when law is irrelevant or uninformed discrimitotly and repeatedly.. it's hard to escape. 

they play my trust and my personal issues like math dislexia but in a way it would send anyones head in a loop and risk their life 


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