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thankful

 for my neighbor paying more than fair for me to simply haul garbage and recycling to the outside containers


for the time I've had with friends near and far


For Cosmos even though the last 10 years of his life I did not see him much. Shortly before his death I was flying to California I have driven from St Cloud Maple Grove and my dad was to give him a ride the rest of the way because he offered. I went in knowing Cosmos was sick and found them on the upstairs couch sleeping I kneeled down put my hand by him and head by him and all the sudden a black paw comes out extended without claws out wraps around my hand and pulls it under his chest













what I'm not thankful for 




















Police assisting forced labor best of what is probably equal to but estimated at least officers yearly salary of things that I ironed I work to pay for. Police ensuring they are being destroyed to this day. Police creating felony theft police aiding and embedding felony theft felony theft of services attempted murder physical assault and battery


Police dating forced labor and murder through poison or Worse leaving me disabled and disfigured


Two parents who take what I worked for. Take what anyone gives me. Take my knowledge to save their house. Take my time and deep concern back in 2004 over someone who is ultimately claiming to own me and trying to take my life. When I was 16 me and Paul beat my mom to North Memorial ER by 3 hours. I was let off work 3 hours early and over the corner of my dad's shoulder I noticed the cordless phone antenna pointed at the TV as if it were a remote. Had I not been paying attention I would probably be making $100,000 a year or more right now. The money doesn't bother me so much has knowing the things stolen prevent being able to care for myself being able you even have the chance to maybe find opportunity and people here again because I was ripped away then stuck back and I was working with the aim of getting one of two jobs in California working on a project for someone who was a manager at one of the companies involved. Not only that but he was a friend of mine so Paul in Marlene's police enforced criminal action destroy my social safety net because friendships aren't ideal the only love or friendship ideal is supposed to be from parents but parents aren't perfect either the problem is when law enforces parents who are mentally ill breaking law that endangers life we take a lot out on people who didn't ask to be alive and statistics show most people are not a mooch or a bum most people want to be doing something I can show that I was working my ass off nearly to death there's been years I did not work that hard go fuc yourself if you think that's the standard I work harder than most will know even on stuff I don't care so much about I will put myself into it. If they can take it away if anyone can take anything from you at any time you're not safe in your job you don't own anything you are 2 weeks from death. Two days if the power goes out and you don't own a gun well two days plus the two weeks you'll probably go if you starve the whole time. Which is Extreme on purpose is to highlight a point this doesn't create order. Anytime you create endangerment to life there's going to be at very least a verbal backlash if there's not you're probably going to get it in the back don't shoot the messenger here though. For how much threat to my life continues I have stuck to punching holes in sheetrock when I was sometimes cornered or the doorway blocked and being yelled at scream that I'm crazy for something an expert is already confirmed to exist well threatens that she will have me medicated for my craziness and she almost succeeded in that. And that's literally while they were paying to have what she was calling me crazy for professionally remediated from her house I ended up locked in a mental ward. Police acting on hearsay with the level of power a modern officer has today is like giving a chimpanzee a full auto machine gun on a cart to make it easy to wheel around with a barrel or hella long belt and no safety on it after teaching him how to pull the trigger. Sorry let's go with her I don't want to be sexist here


I am either way and on the verge of several ways to die early. 


I've pretty much been alone since end of 2013 start of 2014. 


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