Skip to main content

merry police state and a happy suicide

 another Xmas hungry with Clyde in the freezer

in several week warn clothes 

 no working vacuum or air filter 

not a dish in cupboard. 

no drivers side window. 

no TV, no furniture 

mold from parents possible sclap and sinus infection. it was fine at hotels. it was the 9mo forced labor that did me and this apt in. false promises to make sure I didn't replace basics after force red relocation

not a moral or ethical fiber with In police department though some officers may be the exception. 

I start the car with the garage closed these days. 

you want cruel and unusual gov punishment? 

police forcing a emergency medical hold where a doc decides expert confirmed mold and multiple types of bugs from visable to noseeem are fake

worse yet that was 3mo into having left Paul and Marlenes house for what was suposed to be 2 weeks only to be locked out about a week and a half in with Marlene saying don't call or come round anymore.

despite Bonnie and Clyde and all my things were there 

despite I hadent lived the since 2014 and before that 2006.

this state is really sad. what worries me is it may be contagious. here's a convo with a girl online


lol I wasn't going to say it but she admits it here and publicly mentions her diagnosis elsewhere. but it's extreamly to the point because she's an extream of what I see happening. 

she's going to school to be a psychologist. 

she's diagnosed skitzotypal

she literlay cannot relate to those she will attempt to help and if u read the rest of the currently backwards order convo.. she projects her world view with absolute instance I must be sick because I don't fit it. 

I told her that her therapeutic value will be less than 0 of she can't seperate that out. her value to a state may still stand. I've seen they often work close to a med Dr or np who can rx and basicly rxes as recommended 

the shocking thing is how common this is though. Im assuming it's sometimes done to taunt, sometimes as a normalization tactics by groups pushing their interests sans you knowlege, but the more common reason is people are seeing ehwg they want to not what's there. I know because unless they have been watching me sleep I've been incredibly alone 

people almost demand that I never left home, never had an income.  I probably made more money between 16 and 20
 Then some of my peers would until they were 24.. 

We are helping destroy everything bought on credit and everything bought on cash I moved back into my parents at 8:30 turned out their house St did it by spreading there mold problem to my apartment. Unrelated to mold I prefer I performed $6,300 minimum in services do I perform professionally in the past for them after my mom said she was my landlord if you round up quite a bit to be overly safe the room that I had there could have cost $150 a month. It was eight months before they zero notice changed the lock. Even with rent subtracted that is theft of a felony amount of services






https://medlineplus.gov/mentaldisorders.html

there's a lot of wording to obscure what Corp psych is doing. it's sick though. genetics my ass... show me the gay gene then tell me how genes flip spontinuiously off rotting meat? 

ie Flys lay maggots. stress or other external causative agent makes epigenetic DNA changes or activations. 

parents will do and always have played the biggest roll

mn is psychotic 


we are allowing parents and police to cause there things and risk to life then want to force medicate victims or detain them for what the police caused.  funny how I've not been physical with either parent but March 2020 they made sure I couldn't attend a court hearing where they both filed dv restraining orders after 3 years of tourcher as covid started 

between the 2 of them 2 physical assult and one attempted murder via assult 
how do I know her intent? 

"you bastard I brought you into this world I can take you out". 

imedieatly after I started walking us away from the railing she was trying repeatedly to push me over. 



Comments

Popular posts from this blog

unchanged needs with Mal nutrition and poisoning still present 2020 27 10

Immediate  Tangible Asset Needs for basic security health and to end the terror going forward  this totals about $300 for things actually needed purchased most of it os things stolen and held from me  this is an expenditure to reduce money burnt and days hungey. actual new purchases to accomplish that about $400 usd mn police may think it's OK to allow someone robbed repeatedly moved under threat to 43k of assets they help a retired union leader steal and destroy but on a very practice level such as cooking a meal or managing my time this is hell. for the duration it's continued it may be lethal  I really look forward to a meal and dread it. but I'd rather not end up diabetic heart disease or dead. what I mean is 3 years isolated and abused losing all of my pets either seeing my parents who gaslight and threaten or no one. cooking and eating alone... not great but I seriously need to.  my hair and nails are falling out and apart. I'm usualy in enough physical pain I can

What Actual Peace Officers Look Like vs Many of MNs less than finest.

  Heres me traveling alone in Germany in 2006. 

My Needs 10/12

Nothing on this list is new. Most of it most of directly because the last 3 years of my life have been consumed by problems they created. With no bindings even to law and police refusing to allow me my property or care even when my ID is stolen.. 9mo of clean this car we made snow blow through made the landlord here unhappy it was clear I would be asked to leave end of lease from maybe 5 or 6mo in. They tried to evict the garage. Clean this car or your stuff gets donated recycled..etc I can't even wash clothes which is my fault. They steal to make fixing the dryer hard while I still don't have a glass in the cupboard but I have Clyde in the freezer and they play the let's rotate out what lie we're going to tell today game 20 days to be out of this apt (March 31 2020) still empty car broke for 6 days Marlene and Paul file domestic violence restraining orders in a family court an HR and a half from the apt they forced the lease in. 45min by freeway from their house no car