the thing marlene and paul will do anything to avoid is
most of what i was doing I worked to afford.
it all worked.
they took it away despite some of it paid for by others. they did so to prevent success on delivery and destroy the value of 32 years of my life.
its been like this for ever though. I realized when i was young there were some cool museums i wanted to go to. I just recalled while reading about using standard easy to source vacuum tubes as a source of xrays.
we couldnt be bothered. yet come xmas better go with my mom to the macies thing, state fair time the same.
anything they could send me to was a little different esp if it gave them any sort of brag or boast rights. plus it didnt involve having to feign interest in someone and something other than them.
this isnt a psych issue at this point though i might seek help at some point. thats useless when laws are repeatedly violated to endanger my life and keep me stuck in this position.
unless you not only had to go to the street but work your way up several times with someone stealing from you stalking you and trying to kill you. then do so with abuser label despite never touch them...
you cant argue this is how it should be, equality or sane. this is lethal. if you did and made it somewhere. im sorry. you didnt deserve that. not seeing the entirety or processing what was done..that collapse of dissonance with it made me stronger now ill pass this shit on to everyone around me like scrooge is hurting us all.
to kill while being killed or just be killed? that appears to be the question. my mom has likely terrorized her sister much of her adult life. how viable is it to get away from someone who wants to hurt you has more income and the police wont enforce law they violate?
think about it... or better yet give me all your id info ssn address bank account numbers, ima 0 u out run your credit up kick you out of your house keep all your assets.
then follow you around. do you see how even afording the gas to get away would be a problem there? walking away isnt free. paul came to a hotel with out my knowledge and removed my drivers license from the car and photo copped it. with ssn dl number and address you can talk your way to most of the rest
it isnt something i control if they follow and terrorize. its easy with one sided law enforcement to punish me to death. it isnt to escape the death.
it is if in absence of law applied equally or in a manner to protect life... one kills those who fallow and harm.
recently they got into the garage let out 10lbs from the tire furthest from the cctv cam and put tape over the warning light in the cab.
thats the level of fucked in the head im dealing with. he used to tell me about during bus driver contract negoations he snuck into the isd 281 (robbinsdale area schools) transportation directors office and spread coyote urine. i have no doubt he did this to me. several people have told me my mom used to enjoy soaping fountans. which isnt quite as psychotic but its the same lines of thought.
either and sometimes both will taunt me and do everything they can to trigger traumatic memories, to the point where on one such ocasion i dropped the phone under the seat on speaker while yelling please stop. then stop i cant even hang up till i find the phone, just stop
"HELLO HEEEEEEEELLLLLOOOO HELLLO" (I TOUCHED YOU AS A KID NOW IKLKL KILL YOU FOR MY FUCKUPS WITH MY HOUSE (HELLOEOEOEEOEOEO"
eventually i have said some threatening things. but ofp law is set to punish the lotion putter after cowboy bill applies saying hes threatened that they wont put the lotion. its flawed by design and lack of standards of evidence to prevent it. it criminalizes or dues all but with an express pass speech to someone killing you instead of doing anything about police allowing the murder against the law.
then even if it was a valid case... what does it do to police responce times? the longest it took for maple grove to respond was the time they thought it was already active. pretty pathetic. wasnt hard to time. for the last year and a half even when invited it was show up to no responce to phone sometimes even door. 10 to 15min later mgpd roll up
not sure if the p stands for privateer or predatory. mgppd? nice ring to it