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Why these posts might be more coherent

Primary answer is I now have nothing but time. Now that this is out of the way here's more in-depth:

If you managed to stumble through the lack of proof reading and google transcription of pre commitment ;

I had made several points about why my mental state was overwhelmed and traumatized. Including how some of the threats to me and thefts from me left me in an empty apt doing work that precluded exercise and impacted diet.

The image bellow came from the period at CentraCare where they were blocking my access to my charts.

A staff member pulled it up in epic(CentraCares choice in EMRS) and hand wrote it

Infact several times I mentioned I'm probably severely vitamin d deficient. 

at St cloud's centricare hospital I requested a blood draw to measure vitamin d.

The normal range is 30 to 100.

I was at 16.1. I had been making an effort to sit on n the sun the week before as well. (The wards dining room windows) I was also requesting 2 percent milk with every meal.

I made use of their gym as well. Basically the things I was arguing (for a year) were required for proper cognition were restore.

Which wasn't just somebody made me do it. No one makes you run on a treadmill or eat here.

I was arguing that with the demands and threats placed on me/because of what had been done to me self care was next to impossible.  The other thing biting for my time was the things I have to do for the most basic self-care like keep a roof over your head. Which towards the end was looking for a new roof. Packing a little bit of what I had and figuring out how I would move it even if I found another roof. What would have saved my ass was the stimulus check. I currently have it in my bank account but now they're saying I need a group home . What's really disturbing about CentraCare and the county is they had my education history wrong and my employment history wrong and they don't seem to care to want to update it.

yet it sure seems that a lot of the decisions about what they want to happen to me next are made off that information. 


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